a little riddle

22

"I should've not kissed him, I'm sorry, I can see he is happy with you" she smiled politely at me, "okay," I say not knowing what else to say

"hi Mattheo" I hear Pansy say from my left shoulder as I feel arms wrap around my shoulders, "hello ladies" he grins as I roll my eyes

"We need to talk," he says quietly

"no, we don't"

"yes we do"

"no, we don't"

"yes we do Olivia"

"you can't fix what happened yesterday, don't bother trying," I say making a seat next to me for him

"please" he makes a sad face, as I just shake my head

"no"

"yes"

"Okay, stop it now" I groan, as he grabs my hand and drags me to the hallway, out of the castle

No one was around, everyone was eating or 1-3rd years in classes, we walked out of the castle so someplace I have never been before, it was a great view

Fresh air, green grass, and yellow leaves all over the ground, I sit on the grass, looking up to him, as he just sighs and sits down next to me, waiting for something

"about what I said yesterday-" I cut him off, knowing exactly what he was going to say, "it's okay we don't have to talk about it" I smile as he just nodded looking back at the view

"I love you okay? I just simply don't know how to express it, I don't hate you or not care about you, I care too much and worry too much about your presence, just give me some time" he puts his arm around me, pulling me closer

"I think I love you more than I should" I reply, and silence takes over

No words

no sound

just us.

LATER

"you talked to Tom?" Draco is sitting on the couch glancing back at me, as I just mouth no, "he'll be at the party" he glanced back at Pansy, she was doing her homework, "let's go get ready" I grab her hand, dragging her into my room

Quidditch is back, and all team members decided to throw a big party, in the Gryffindor common room, I was not sure if I wanted to go, but I needed to be there for my team

I wore a light blue pastel color dress, perfectly covering down till my thighs, and showing enough features for tonight. On top of I had my quidditch jersey jacket, with my last name written behind it

Went easy on my face, a couple of coats of mascara and red lipstick, and I had my hair up, to finish the look I added some bracelets and my favorite necklace

Not to mention, the "party" Voldemort was talking about is this one, Harry is supposed to be there and I going to put veritaserum in his drink