Why Does It Have To Be Me? (Lloyd x Reader)

Fear Turned into Anger

When we finally got Tekeshi back in his room, we went off to find Lloyd and Y/N. When we found them, Chesed was full-on battered and bruised to the point where I thought that he was dead. But, sadly, he was slowly starting to get up, gaining more power. Then, he smiled at Y/N before sending a red beam towards Lloyd. CRAP!

But the beam doesn't hit Lloyd. Instead, Y/N is lying in Lloyd's arms with blood pouring from her torso. I stopped running. I stopped thinking. I think I stopped breathing as well. I felt like the world just stopped. I looked up and saw Chesed escape with his army. Lloyd had tears streaming down his face, while Y/N was trying to calm him down. Then, all of a sudden, Y/N kisses Lloyd. Twice. After that, Y/N's eyes lids close, and her hand drops from Lloyd's face. Lloyd starts to cry even more as he cups Y/N's face. He kisses her forehead before hugging her to his chest, crying even more.

She died saving our asses. Lloyd is now emotionally broken. Y/N is dead.

End of flashback.

I woke with a start. I just had a flashback of the battle that happened at the monastery 2 months ago. I still remember Y/N lying dead in Lloyd's arms. I remember Lloyd crying like no tomorrow, and how he would always go to her tomb every day and just talk to her as if she was still alive. All of a sudden, I felt more guilty than ever. I remembered when Nya had asked the boys and me to help Lloyd find Y/N. But we rejected. I looked around and I saw the two spirits staring curiously at me. The masculine one said, "Any memories lad?" Scared to death, I nodded my head.

Then, the spirits flew over to me. "Before we ask any more questions, let us introduce ourselves. Yes, Y/N is our daughter. I am Y/M/N, and this is Y/F/N. We are both fallen, elemental masters. We also saw how you refused to help the girl, Nya, to find our daughter." I turned pale. "I-I-I d-d-didn't mean t-to. I-I'm s-sorry." I exclaimed, clearly showing fear. Y/F/M, clearly seeing my fear in them, can up to and put his hand on my shoulder. "We know why you didn't want to help." I stared at him with confusion. "You do?" Y/M/N answered, "Yes, we do. You didn't want to help because you were afraid of being killed by Chesed. After all, his army took her." My eyes went wide. They knew why. Whoa. Not creepy at all! *wink wink*

Then, Y/M/N said, "Listen, Kai, as much as you don't want to get killed, and you don't want the others to get killed, guilt will remain in your heart and mind forever. Be like your sister, Nya, and go one step beyond. Don't be afraid to receive a challenge and see it as expect it to be scary. Just do it see how for you go." I nodded my head while receiving more flashbacks and memories.

(A/N: Flashbacks will be in Italics)

"LLOYD. THERE'S A GIRL THERE!" I shouted. "OK, I'LL GET HER, GET THE OTHER BOY THAT'S THERE!"

Whoa, I remember that. The first time I saw Y/N. Wait, if I didn't see her, she would've died. Whoa. And that boy. Hmm.

"Y/N! come on, you can do this. Just image the course is like your jumping from rock to rock and the wood figures are like you're fighting villains. Just pretend that you can't touch the ground because it's poison. The obstacles are the only way to safety. Come on! You got this!" Nya was telling Y/N.

The first time Y/N ever did that torturous obstacle course. Man, that thing is living hell. Nya was 'introducing' it to her, then she made her do it, which she completed in under 10 seconds. Y/N now holds the record for that.

Y/N was versing Cole and Jay in a 2v1 fight. This was to test her ability to focus and to know her surroundings as she was doing this blindfolded. She had to use her other senses to beat them. "Fighters Ready?" Master Wu bellowed from the veranda. Y/N slowly nodded while Cole and Jay were more than ready. "Ready... FIGHT!" And they began.

First, Jay jumped in the air for his 'famous' over-hand strike, but missed and got punched in the gut. He fell to the ground but quickly got up and began fighting again. This time, he sent Y/N an electric shock, making her fly back, just in front of the ring line. Y/N got up and sent Jay and electric shock back, her one being 10x the power. He went flying out of the ring, meaning now Jay was out of the fight. Cole went for the flying side kick but like Jay's overhand, he missed, BUT, he managed to knock Y/N in the head with a back fist strike, knocking her to the ground. She backward-rolled back up and shot out fire from her hand. HEY, I thought the fire was MY element! Oh well. Anyway, Cole somehow managed to dodge the shot and send a ripple towards Y/N, via the earth. Well, the earth is his element. Y/N jumped up and front-flipped behind Cole and back-kicked him square in the middle of his back. He fell forward, rolling up and turning around to see Y/N, only to be hit by the version of her earthquake. This one made Cole fall backwards and then out of the ring. Cole was now out of the fight.

"TIME!" Master Wu called out. Then, Lord Garmadon came and said, "Cole, Jay. You have been beaten. The girl, Y/N I think her name is? I don't know. Anyway. Y/N? you have pasted your test. Well done." Y/N took off her blindfold and smiled. She bowed to Cole and Jay, and then to Master Wu and Garmadon. "Thank you."

I remember that as well. This was when Y/N had her final test before Chesed came and attacked us at the monastery. We all had to do that challenge, blindfolded. Y/N won her fight and Nya couldn't stop rubbing it in Cole's face, but not so much in Jay's face as he's her boyfriend.

I look up and see Y/F/N and Y/M/N staring at me. "Any more memories lad?" he asks. "Yeah, a lot of them," I reply. "Please Kai, I'm- We're begging you to at least help save our daughter, please Chesed has already brought her back-" I cut Y/M/N off. "Wait, you're telling me that she's already alive again? Now you're telling me this!" I yell at them. They could've told me earlier but no, they didn't. "Kai, I know what you're thinking, but please-" My fear turned into anger, and fire like feeling boiled in me. "Why should I help you!"