Why Does It Have To Be Me? (Lloyd x Reader)

Back to Life

I looked over at another memory. This one was in green. Wait, is that me? Wait. Hold up. I remember this. It was when Chesed and the Order of Necro came to kill us. Y/N and I had an Elemental Synchronisation. We were battling Chesed back at the monastery and our hands turned green, sending a beam of energy straight at Chesed, sending him flying back. Then, the orb turned red. Chesed had struck and he had killed Y/N. On her last breath, she had kissed me. It was the best and worst feeling ever, the love of my life there, and then gone.

The waterworks in my eyes start flowing again, making my vision blurry. All these memories. They make me feel, both stronger and weaker at the same time. They remind of how strong of a person Y/N was, but how we, the ninjas, failed to save the strong sixteen-year-old girl remained in my head. My knees felt weak as I crumbled to the ground, blood still escaping from my fingers.

Then, a bright light burst from the two spirits and sending it straight to Y/N. I wanted to cry out. To run to her. I wanted to do something at least! But the pain that rippled through my body was just too much. Just as we all were about to be blinded by the bright lights, they suddenly stopped. The whole room went pitch black. All except for my hands glowing bright green in and among the blood.

And Y/N's hands were also glowing green. And her eyes too.

Y/N's POV:

When I woke up again, I was in a larger training room. There was a spinning dummy, boxing bags, and other equipment. I walked around the place. Something seemed... familiar about this place. I looked around, trying to find my father. "Come one Y/N. I know you remember this. Search further into your memories." I was so confused. This time it was a woman's voice. "Who's there!" I stammered. Another brightly glowing figure appeared in front of me, but it wasn't my father. She kinda looked like... me I guess. "I know you remember me Y/N. I know you do."

"Mum?" I guessed, not sure if I guessed right, but the woman floating in front me nodded. Whoa. I now know both my parents. "Come now. There is much to show you." She motioned for me to follow her, so hesitantly I followed. We walked to the boxing bags. There were two spirits. I think that's what they're called? One of them was a girl with a dark blue gi. The other spirit was me?

I think remember what happened here. Wait. Yes, I remember something! "Mum. This was my first training session. With... Nya. My best friend. It was where I discovered that I could blast things when I was in pain." I looked over to my mum for reassurance. She nodded and smiled at me. "Exactly. But there's more to see." Her expression turned serious, so I'm guessing something that she wants me to see is really important. I follow her out of the training area and to the... dragon room.

Wait. Oh my gosh. Tekeshi! My dragon who was afraid to fly again. I remember this. As we walked into the dragon room, there were two more spirits. A boy, then me. I was listening to him telling me about the dragon. I was... holding his hand. I have a feeling in me that I know this boy, I just can't get a picture of him in my head. I know him but can't remember him. Ugh. Stupid brain. "I almost cried at this moment." My mother said, still looking at the spirits. I nodded and looked at her.

"Mum. Who's the boy? I can't seem to remember who he is." "In a moment, you will remember." She said to me. I looked at her weirdly. She chuckled sadly and floated away. Great. I got abandoned by my own mother. "Come this way." A male voice said. I turned around quickly and saw my father floating with my mother a little far behind me. I slowly walked to them, then followed them to a massive garden with tall stone walls barricading it. Parts of it was broken, along with half the garden looking like a boom hit it. But I could see why.

There was a massive metal like the person attacking... me?! The same boy from the last memory was there, shouting at me to watch out for... Chesed's attacks. Wait. Chesed? That big dude who revived me a few weeks ago, I remember now. Wait. I'm so confused. "Dad, mum. Isn't he the one that raised me from the dead?" My parents looked at me with sad expressions. "Yes, but the other information he told you after you were raised was false. He was lying to you Y/N." My mother said in a grave voice. I looked at her weirdly. My father motioned me to looked at the scene in front of me.

I was holding the boy's hand again, but they were glowing green. Actually, both our hands were glowing green. Oh my gosh wait I remember this. Did Chesed come to kill me and the other.. ninjas? Yes ninjas, but failed. He ended up fighting myself and the boy, who I still can't remember his name, and we had knocked back Chesed enough so he was weak. Just as we were about to finish him off, he shot out a lightning-fast red beam of energy, straight for the boy. I yelled out and fear and jumped in front of him!

Holy shit. Where the hell did I find that nerve. Oh my gosh. I crumbled into his arms and he held me tight. Chesed had passed out and was being evacuated by his army. As tears fell furiously down the boy's face, lifted my hand to his face and cupped it with one hand. I was brushing away his tears. The waterworks in my own eyes had started to work and I too was crying. I walked closer to the scene that was happening.

"Please don't leave me Y/N! Please..." "I love you, Lloyd."

Lloyd. That's his name... Shit! Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh! I remember everything now. I watched as the spirit version of me kissed Lloyd. Twice. On the last one, my hand fell from his face. I stopped breathing. He screamed out, pain and heartbreak filling his eyes. I had died. I was killed by Chesed, not by the ninjas.

I wiped my own tears off my face. My parents came behind me and said to me, "Now do you know the truth?" I nodded my head quickly. "I have learnt mother, and father yes." They nodded. "Good." My father said. "Now. We're bringing you back to life. Go and save the ninjas. Only you have the power too." I nodded at my father, understanding his words. "Have courage in yourself, daughter. Remember, let the fire burn in you and unleash it." I nodded at my mother's words.

"We'll be watching from above."

Then, I lost all consciousness as I was hit by a very bright light.