"Apparently I'm not good enough for her!"
"Bullshit! She fucking loves you and you go do the one thing you promised you wouldn't do! Hurt her!"
"Because she loves that toxic Fucker! She chose him over me! She alway will!"
(Your Full Name) is the fir...
You hear the whistle which scared you. You threw the ball up and hit it in a panic. You did a normal serve which confused everyone as they expect you to do one of your jump serve. Mark and Jia-Li look worried because they knew you panicked.
Mark clench his fist while Jia-Li was holding her phone. She wasn't recording... Oh no, she was live. She's quite popular on Instagram and decided to go live because she believes that you will do well.
"She can do it. She can do it. She can do it," Mark repeats over and over under his breath but Jia-Li heard him. She looks back at you and says the same thing in her heads.
She can do it.
The ball you serve hits the net but luckily it goes over. The other team didn't expect that so they weren't able to receive it. It earned your team the first point. The all cheer and high fives but you couldn't move your legs.
You were still shaking.
It hit the net... I could have lost... you tell yourself.
"(Name)?" your teammates says wondering if your okay.
Someone passes you the ball to serve once again. Everyone is being loud, there's noise everywhere and it's distracting you. You want to cover your ears... You look at the other team and see them smiling but were they or is it all in your head? It was hard to tell.
You're holding the ball as you lower your head. Everyone is being loud and you just wanted them to shut up. Everyone is looking at you and you just wanted to run away. You don't want to be here. You regret this.
I don't want to do this. I can't do this--
"(NAME)!!!" you raise your head to see the school call out your name. And then them pointing somewhere. You follow to face with Oikawa who's standing far away but in front of you holding up a huge sigh of a weird drawing.
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[All credit to the artist of this adorable drawing]
Your eyes widen at the drawing.
"Homework?" Oikawa ask as he takes the seat in front of you, "I thought you would have gone home with your sister," he says as you raise your head to look at him.
"I don't feel like going home yet and plus, I needed to stay after school to help with some over work the teachers had," you tell him as you continue to draw your little doodle on the corner of your homework paper.
"Now the teachers want us to their work?" Oikawa says with a chuckle as his reason for staying after school was that it was his turn for cleaning duty but yours was for over something stupid but then again, he's not really going to complain about it.
He takes a peek at what you're going and notice how you were drawing, not doing the homework, "Hey, that's pretty good," Oikawa says which made you stop drawing. You set your pencil down and look at him, "Can I?" Oikawa ask and you nod.