Different (Mattheo Riddle)

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"look at me" I said "no, what do you want to get in my head" she said. I put my finger on her chin and lifted her head. She was looking at me with green eyes now.

"if you're not going to tell me what Dumbledore told you then tell me who the boy you fell in love is" I said with a smirk on my face. "You're not, asshole," she said. My heart broke. “don’t call me asshole” I said "or what" Jessica said.

Jessica's pov

"asshole" I said and laughed as he held my hands pressed against the wall "can you ever fucking shut up" Mattheo said "I don't think I can Riddle" I said "Jessica stop playing" Mattheo said

" what will it mean to you if I tell you what Dumbledore told me "I said" just tell me "he said

" no "

" Jessica! "

"what?!"

"tell me!" Mattheo said. He started squeezing my hands harder. "it doesn't hurt me you know" I said "asshole" I said "shut up" he said "no"

I said I opened my mouth to say something but I felt Mattheo's lips on mine. I kissed him back but pulled back.

"Mattheo-" I said but he pressed his lips to mine again. Why is this working for me? Why can I get it out of my head “I told you it's not you” I said. I lied to myself and him. "I don't care" he said

"I have to go Harry is waiting for me" I said "no you're not going" Mattheo said "I'm going, I don't want to look at you" I said and I wanted to get my hands out. "let me go" I said "no, you will tell me everything nicely" he said.

  I bit his hand "ow-" he said "asshole" I said and ran out of my room. "Jessica" I heard Mattheo "fuck you" I said "fuck you too" he said "I hate you" I shouted. I lied to myself and him again.

I saw a couple of girls looking at me "are you mad at Mattheo" Pansy said "go fuck with him freely" I said and heard Mattheo behind me. I ran outside. "Mattheo I can talk to you if you want" I heard Pansy say. Whore.

I went outside and saw Harry. "hey bro" i said and laughed "hey sis" he said and hugged me. "how are you" he said "bad" i said "why? what's the matter?" Harry said "Mattheo is trying to find out what Dumbledore told me" I said "why don't you tell him all the houses except Slytherin know you're my twin sister" Harry said

. "You may not understand me, but when I met Mattheo he looked like the devil, but one night I tried to kill myself and he stopped me, he helped me a lot then, he's the first person I trusted at least a little bit"  I said"But if I tell him I have to kill his father, he'll hate me ," I said. "I understand you," Harry said.

"ok today i'll show you one deadly spell" harry said "i know avada kedavra isn't it" i said "yes how do you know" Harry  said "my parents used it on me" i said "actually they're not my parents" i said .