Wrong Relationship ? [M.sn x Reader]

Chapter 11

"B-but Hejin-ah, you know if we can't date each other. What will my parents think if their daughter is dating a girl? As long as you know, I-i love you too. And, what happened to me and Bambam kissing at the park, he was the one who forced me. I kicked him and told him not to bother me anymore. B-but we can't together, Hejin-ah."

I just nod and face down while listening to her and let my tears flow out. Suddenly,she lifted my chin then wiped my tears. When I see her, her eyes is watery too. Did she cried because of me?

"Please, don't cry. It's the first time I've seen you cry, and it's only because of me."
I give her a weak smile and hold her hand which is on my cheek
"It's not your fault. It's me. I'm the one who caused all this. I made you GAY. It's my fault, Sana. I-im sorry."

"Don't say that. Even if we're not dating, we can still be friends like we used to, right?"

"B-but Sana? Don't you want to try it? I mean, I love you and you love me too. A-aren't we giving our love a chance?"
I be brave to say that.

"B-but what about my parents? Especially my father?"

"Let's keep our relationship a secret. Even if anyone knows, it's only our friends."

"Hejin-ah, it's too risk you know that?"

I held her cheeks and looked into her eyes,
"Sana, whatever happens, I'll be responsible. I'm willing to sacrifice my life if it's for our love."

I let go of my hands from her cheeks and held her hands.
"So, d-do you want to be my g-girlfiriend?'

"I do."

I smiled widely and immediately hugged her tightly.
"I-i can't breath."

"I love you,Sana. I love you so much."
I loosened my hug from her but I didn't let go.

"I love you too,my Bear~ So..much."

"Uh? Bear? So,you have found my new nickname? Then what should I call you?"

"What ever you want I'm okay."

"What about,Snake? Or Sanake?"

I blurted to say that and when we're still hugging each other,
she pinched my waist and it make me flinched, and I let go of my hands from her.
"What's that for?"
I rub my waist part where she pinched earlier.

"Snake? Seriously? Of the many types of animals in this world and you choose a snake? Wow, you're unpredictable."

"Why? You told me if I can choose whatever i want,right? It's a good nickname."
I just chukle because she's pout when she's mad.

"Okay, if you don't like it,what about Shiba? Shiba inu.. you're face is a little similar with it."

"Yes! That's more better that snake. Now,I'm your Shiba and you are my Bear."

We hugged again for a minutes and then I put my hands into hers while she's leaning her head on my shoulder.
"Sana?"

"Yes?"

"I-is this your first time dating a girl?"

"Yup. This is my first time. Why?"
She rested her chin on my shoulder while looking at me.
"I feel bad for you. I don't know how to repay you for accepting me."

She got up from her seat and sat on my lap. When she look at me and put her hand on my neck, it makes me shocked a bit with her action.

"W-what are you doing?"

"I love you. And,you love me too. I don't care if it's my first time doing this or not. I can feel that our love will last forever. If one day we will have a family and want to have a child, we can adopt it from the orphanage. As long I'm with you, I'm not regret with this. So, don't feel bad to me,okay?"

"Wow. I don't know if you have thought that far."

She leaned against me and it brought her lips close to mine only inches. When I wanted to turn my head, she already kissed me on my lips. I'm shocked because I can feel this again after I broke up with Rose two years ago.
Her soft lips and strawberry flavor due to her lip balm, made me close my eyes for more feel it and not want to end it. After that we slowly let go of our lips and take a breath.

"I love you with all of my heart."

"I love you with half of my heart."

"What? What do you mean? A-are just-"
She slapped my cheek playfully while giggle?
"Hejin pabo. I love you with half of my heart, because the other half is already in your heart."

"What?"

"Aishhh forget about that. You're not fun. Hmph!"
She's up from my lap while folded her arms across her chest and looked away and her back is facing me.

I hugged her from behind and burried my face on her back.
"Sorry~ I'm pabo because of you hehe. So,let's go home?"

"Nope."

"Oh come on, I'll buy you ice cream."
She suddenly looked at me, her eyes wide open with sparkles and a big smile on her face when I let go my face from her back.

"Let's go!?"
She run away to the parking lot and leave me here alone? Seriously? I can't see if she's grown up or not. She's still look like a kids.
"Yah,Sana! Wait! Aishhh."

I also ran to chase her.

Finally,we go home together again.
And the most important thing is that we are dating now.

'I hope this relationship will last long until we are die.'

To be continued...
-mango-

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Bruh, I made a mistake by accidentally deleting this part. So, I am republishing for this section.
Sorry TT
I'm so dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb~