A Bizarre & Anomalous Adventure in the SCP Foundation (Jojo x SCP x multiverse)

Chapter 7.5 - Forgiveness.

Rodeo: So wait , you really did had a rough childhood?

Dr. Buck wipes away her tears and says.

Dr. Buck: It was when I was 5 years old. Everytime my father would come back to the house angry and my mother would always argue with him and rarely would they ever talk to me. Back then , I didn't knew why they were arguing with each other but I would sit in one place and cry.  A lonely little girl , who never got love and kindness.

Rodeo: Dr. Buck, I.....really didn't know. I wasn't sure if I was bringing back old scars.

Dr. Buck: Well you did.

Rodeo: I'm sorry.

Dr. Buck: Pretty much after both of them separated , I started working hard to become a scientist and here I am working with the foundation. For years , I worked here and I became strong and forgot about the past scars and eventually things seemed to work out for me and I even found decent people to be with , no matter how cold hearted they see me with SCP 's. Even with D- class I showed no sympathy.

Rodeo: Even if the D-class didn't do  anything wrong in the past ?

Dr. Buck: Yes. Anyways, things then started to become worse. Agent Green got hurt , Lawrence getting killed on many occasions and.......3887.

Rodeo knew who 3887 was , it was called the monster under the bed that would feast on people's fear and trauma.

Rodeo: What happened with 3887 ?

Dr. Buck: It....dragged me to it's lair and started showing me my past......showing me crying when I was just a child.....and my parents arguing........and it told me that I'm still that alone little girl.....that no one....cares about. It was right. I am alone , Rodeo *sniff* and that is what I'm afraid of *sniff* being alone again and all who care about you gone in front of you. I'm not even sure , what to do ? I tried helping Green but I couldn't, I tried to forget about what 3887 said , but I couldn't. I tried to forget about , the past but I couldn't.

At this point Dr. Buck was crying again and Rodeo just didn't know what to say. He knows she's gone through so much and she must be at her wits end.

Dr.Buck: You must have been *sobs* very lucky to have a family, that loves *sobs * and cares about you and never argues with each other, right? I'm pretty sure your feeling sorry for me. *she said while crying *.

Rodeo: I do feel sorry for you but your not alone , Dr. Buck.

Dr. Buck: What do you mean?

Rodeo: Look I might have a nice family, but I'm stuck here so pretty much , I'm alone as well. I might have become the killer queen , but in the end of the day , I'm still human. And I'm pretty much in the same boat as you , alone but not completely alone.

Dr. Buck: What are you trying to say ?

Rodeo then pulls out the drawing from his hollow stomach and shows it to Dr. Buck.

Dr. Buck: What is this ?

Rodeo: A gift from Abby.

Dr. Buck: You mean 053 ?

Rodeo: Yeah , now look you might think SCP 's need to treated with a cold heart but, you don't need to always do it. Even they suffered many things, being away from family, alone and unloved and being seen as different. After Abby, gave me this drawing, I felt the old times came back to me hard and pretty much you know what happened after that.........What I'm trying to say is life , has it's ups and downs but we must not live alone and when Abby gave this to me I knew I wasn't alone. There are people who give a damn about you, no matter how different they see you and I'm glad that they are there with you. Dr. Buck , I'm with you , Lawrence, Collingwood, Johnson and Simmons , Carson and even this Agent Green are with  you and you know why because we love you has a friend and as a person , no matter what you did or even if you had a bad past or were cold hearted. You are not alone. *He said with determination and truthfulness in his voice*.