Broken - (Fem Reader X Multiple love interests)

Chapter 49 - Weird Doctor

Sam holds my waist, I sigh and shake my head. "This is so fucking weird." I sigh. "James....you've fucked my life up. I don't care if that's not you anymore....you and Strucker ruined me. I have nightmares about you. I still do. You haunt me, I'm even scared to be sitting on your legs. I still think your going to hurt me." I stare at him blankly. "You took my parents away....you've taken my happiness away. I didn't want to live because of you."
James doesn't respond, he looks down sadly, I turn around, taking James hands and putting them at my waist. I take a deep breath and stare at Sam. "You piss me off. I used to think you were cool until you gave away the shield. Steve meant everything to me....I knew how much that shield meant to him. He trusted you. I'm disappointed Sam. Hell if you didn't want it, you should of at least givin it to James. He was Steve's best friend. Your just Selfish." I suddenly get off and sit back in my seat. "Done." I wipe my eyes.

"Good." She nods. "Now James and Sam....look at each other. You need to look at each other in the eyes. There, you see? That wasn't so hard. Wait, what are you doing? Are you having a staring contest? Just blink." she naps her fingers, "Sweet Jesus. All right, James, why does Sam aggravate you? And don't say something childish."

"Why did you give up that shield?" James asks.

"Why are you making such a big deal out of something that has nothing to do with you?" Both if you!" He yells.

"Steve believed in you. He trusted you. He gave you that shield for a reason. That shield, that is... that is everything he stood for. That is his legacy. He gave you that shield, and you threw it away like it was nothing."

"Shut up." Sam sighs.

"So maybe he was wrong about you. And if he was wrong about you, then he was wrong about me." Jame's voice breaks. I stare at him in shock as I witness a new side of him.

"You finished?" Sam asks.

"Yeah."

"All right, good. Maybe this is something you or Steve will never understand. But can you accept that I did what I thought was right?" Sam scoffs, "You know what, Doc? I don't have time for this. We have some real serious shit going on. So how about this? I will squash it right now. We go deal with that, and when we're done, we all can go on separate, long vacations and never see each other again."

"I like that." James nods.

"Great. Well, let's get to work. Thanks, Doc, for making it weird. I feel much better. I'll see you both outside." Sam stands and walks out.

"Thank you. That was really great." She nods.

I stand and stare down at James, "I won't beat the shit out of you...or kill you. But that doesn't mean I forgive you." I wipe my eyes. "That part of you may be gone....but I still don't trust you." I walk out.

James meets up with Sam and I. "Well, I feel better." Sam nods.

"I feel awful." James whispers, looking over at me.

I look over as a siren goes off "lady and gentlemen. Good to see you again. Look, if we divide ourselves, we don't stand a chance, you guys know that." John says.

"So what do you got?" Sam asks.

"Well, the leader's name's Karli Morgenthau. We've been targeting civilians who've been helping Karli move from place to place."

"They geotagged a location, then scrambled the signal. But our satellites have found their symbol popping up in various displaced communities all across Central and Eastern Europe." Lemar nods.

"We think she's taking the medicine she just stole to one of these camps." John says.

"Well, there are hundreds of those all over the planet since The Blip. So I guess you'll have to look real hard." James nods.

"Good thing I have 20/20 vision, huh?"

"Where is she now, Walker? Do you know?" I raise my voice.

"No, we don't know, Y/N. It's only a matter of time before we find out." He raises his voice at me.

"Things are really intense for you, aren't they, Walker?" James asks.

"Take it easy. Look, Walker's right. It is imperative that we find them and stop them. But you guys have rules of engagement and all kind of authorizations you have to get. We're free agents. We're more flexible. So it wouldn't make sense for us to work with you." Sam says.

"A word of advice, then. Stay the hell out of my way." He growls.

I try to lunge at him but James grabs me and holds me up against him, "Your a cunt, Walker. You'll never be as good as Steve." I hiss. I push James off of me. "Get off!"

The heels to my suit click against the ground roughly as I walk faster down the sidewalk. "Y/N, wait!" Sam calls out.

"I just want to blast his face." I turn sharply. "Take that goddamn shield and use it against him."

Sam wraps an arm around me to comfort me as we walk. "I know." He turns to Bucky, "So what are you thinking?"

"Well, I know what we have to do. When Isaiah said my people..." James nods.

"Oh, don't take that to heart. That's not what he meant." Sam says.

"No, he meant Hydra. Hydra used to be my people."

Sam scoffs, "Not a chance."

"Walker doesn't have any leads." James says.

"I know where you're going with this, no." I nod.

"He knows all of Hydra's secrets. Don't you remember Siberia?" James asks Sam.

"So you're just gonna go sit in a room with this guy?" I ask.

James hesitates, "Yes."

"Okay, then. We're gonna go see Zemo."