"Only Yours" ||???? ????? ??|| (21+) By Mariana Park

"Mrs Hyun, she's in the room, sleeping. Take care of her. I'm going out. Will be back soon."

You told the governess about Mona, pointing towards your room. She gave her head a small bow and showed her teeth.

"Don't worry, Miss Han. I am here with her." She said, "May I know how much time is going to be taken by you to come back?"

"About an hour or two."

You replied, earning a small, slow thoughtful nod from her, and headed to the main door.

Just like the previous times,even tonight you decided to visit Luna without informing her. The sole reason behind your such act was to find the truth behind all the suspicious responses of hers and Seokjin's.

With your every visit at hers, you sensed her attachments with you decreased, which gave you nothing but hurt.

Finding Jimin with her every time you went would set your heart on fire, making you writhe only and then come back with an aching heart.

You were still unable to figure out whether it was because seeing her more comfortable and happier with him hurt you or just seeing her with Jimin burned you. Because no matter how much you tried, you couldn't deny the fact that Jimin still lived in your heart with all the authority he had. No matter how much you tried to forget him, he still had his effect on you, and even that effect showed its glimpse.

Even today whenever you would get alone, the days and nights spent with him_ all the sweet and bitter memories attacked you with all their might and surrounded you; like some storm. In that storm would be only one face, with forlorn eyes and dry lips_ just watching you silently with questioning eyes.

You would try your best to shrug off all the thoughts and memories but they stalked you like a nightmare. And if Seokjin ever appeared during such time, you would go flabbergasted, being ashamed on your own thoughts. Sometimes he would make you feel proud of having such a loving, caring and trustworthy man in your life.

Even then he could not succeed in smudging away Jimin's love from your heart. After every proof of his love he gave, he would definitely ask you one question.

"Who would love you more than I do?"

And every time your heart would sing only one word,

*Jimin!*

You could feel your own face color changed at his inquiry, but every time you confessed yourself unable to announce the answer. And at the end of the conversation, you would just force a smile on your lips to assure him.

But...apart from his so-called angelic side, there was another face if his too that you weren't introduced to yet. You didn't know that the same Seokjin, who professed about keeping your grace and trust, had shattered them into uncountable pieces way more harshly than you could ever expect.

Perhaps fate also wanted to show you the real face of the man you were trusting more than anything, or maybe it was your punishment for rejecting true and believing in false.

And perhaps tonight was the right time. After hearing the conversation between Jimin and Luna, you felt yourself unable to hold the ground under your feet. You fell on your knees, covering your mouth to hold back the sobs.

"Y/N!"

Luna at once rushed to you and sat beside you.
You watched her quietly with eyes holding a thousand questions but felt yourself unable to form a single word.

"Y/N, I- I..." She stuttered, "I- Y/N that was just an accident. Totally unintentional. Believe me none of us had predicted any such thing."

You wiped your cheeks and questioned.