Ex husband

2| Chapter 37; Me n U

Joshua frowned but realization soon hit him and he let out a small squeal surprising me out of nowhere as my heart again almost combusted because that was so cute. Let's add that to the list on reasons why I love this man.

"I...I'm so sorry. That was weird." He awkwardly scratched his head, he averted his eyes as he gave me a nervous smile. I chuckled. Nah it's lovable. Flustered Joshua is one of my favorite Joshua since he's a ladies man and always has a boosting confidentiality so seeing him all flustered and embarrassed like a teenage boy talking about period he was extremely attractive and adorable at the same. At this rate I don't think I'll die peacefully. I had plans to die peacefully but this man ain't letting me through. I took his arms in mine and wrapped them around my waist, Joshua was confused and his body was immediately tense and stiff but he soon relaxed when I placed my hand against his chest.

Wow that actually feels nice.

"Did you work out?" I hummed, closing my eyes.

"Now you notice." He replied snarky. I smiled sheepishly, "you always look lean to me." I commented. I could feel him shift a little as i took a peak to see him pouting at me. He's such a sulky baby. "Hey lean guys are attractive you know? Personally I pretty much prefer them over muscles." I said. I'm not lying, I do prefer leaner guys towards muscled guys.

"Really?" He asked, surprised about my sudden statement.
Yes I look like a raging female who enjoys six packs when I reality I just like long veiny hands more lol.

"Yeahhh they're hawt." I smirked. I simp.

"Then I prefer girls like you—actually I only prefer you." He moved closer to me, almost an inch apart from each other as he looked at me as I sealed my lips a thin line but a smile appeared against my own will. He likes to flirt and make my heart swoon for him, doesn't he? "Tch you're so cheesy." I rolled my eyes while smiling from ear to ear. "But you love cheesiness." He replied back smoothly. I let out a chortle. Smooth. "So why did you come home late?" He asked. I gulped, if I tell him how my present for him would be ruined but if I don't tell him he might find it suspicious. I tried to look somewhere else. "I...um I well mmh, I guess you can say I had an argument with my father and then ran away before patching things up again." I sighed.
Phew that was a close call.

"Are you okay?" He asked in concern, those beautiful little eye bags he had appearing and I found myself randomly poking it with my finger softly as to not hurt him. They are so beautiful like omg.

"You have beautiful eye bags or whatever this is. It's really cute." I played with them. Joshua took my hands and stopped me as he leaned down and kissed my forehead. "Well you have a beautiful 4cm forehead." I blinked furiously then smacked his chest softly. Wow I don't know wether to be offended or happy. "Hey! Why do you say it in a way like it's a humongous one." I pursed my lips, Joshua simply smiled and leaned in towards my face before placing a kiss on my lips catching me off guard.

W...wha—

"There's nothing wrong with having a big forehead either, you are god's creation...it's a pity society can't view you in a beautiful way like I do because I truly and honestly believe that you are his most beautiful creation made for me." I blushed. "W..Whatever." I stammered. I grew red and immediately hid my face from his view by putting my head on against his chest. I love you Joshua. I always will. I could hear his breathing. It was soft just like him.