Liar ? C.Soobin [EDITING]

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I nodded and hug both of them one last time before turning and going on the bus.

After a couple of minutes, the bus started as we were now exiting the little town.

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I finally arrived at home as I was now opening the entrance door. I entered the house to see that mom was in the living room.

"Hey mom, I'm back. Aren't you at work?" I ask her since she usually is at work at this time.

"Oh I have my day off today." She explained while walking to me to help me with my bag. "How was it? Did you had fun?"

"Yeah, I had real fun. It's been a while since I saw them." I said while walking up the stairs to go to my room until something came to my mind. "Oh I totally forgot, who was the one to bring my charger? Grandma was the one that answered the door but she told me it was a friend of mine and not dad?" I ask her.

"Oh him? A boy came to the house when you were calling me about your charger and he was looking for you but I told him that you weren't here, he probably heard you saying that you forgot your charger so he offered to bring it to you." "I ask him for his name but I can't seem to remember... was it Soomin..? Or Yoonbin? I can't remember... but I remember it sounded like 'sobbing'." She frowned her eyebrows as she tried to remember his name.

"You mean Soobin..?" I ask her since his name does sound like 'sobbing'.

"That's right! Choi Soobin!"

Why did he came here? I questioned myself, wanting to know why he came to look for me.

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The next day came as I needed to go back to school. It was now lunch time but since I didn't have much appetite, I decided to skip lunch.

I was now going up the stairs to the rooftop, the place were I usually go to when I'm alone.

Finally arrived, I opened the door as I was welcomed with a windy weather.

I started to walk closer to the railing of the rooftop while looking around the place until I spot a familiar figure standing on the other side of the railing.

He turned his body to my direction and that's when he saw me.

The moment we had our little eye contact, I quickly turn around to go back inside. As I was walking to the door, I could hear him calling my name but I didn't listen.

I was holding the doorknob, about to open the door until he slammed his hand on the door, preventing me from opening it. "Y/N..." he called my name in a low voice.

I sighed as I decided to turn around and face him to see him looking at me.

I looked back at him. It's been a while since I've saw him this close to me and also a while since I saw his face. He had dark circles under his red eyes and I noticed that he lost a lot of weight too.

My heart ached seeing him in such condition. Sadness was clearly seen in his eyes. I tried my best to not go and hug him since badly wanted to be in his embrace.

"Uh.. why did y-you came to my house the other day?" I ask him looking away from his gaze.

"Oh.. I.. I just wanted to see you t-that's why..."

"Then why did you left right after giving my charger to my grandma? Why do all the distance just to hand me a charger?"

"I-I just couldn't see your face..." he looked down at the ground. "I was scared.."

"Scared? Of what?" I ask him frowning my eyebrows in confusion.

"I was scared that I won't be able to hold myself... that I won't be able to hold myself from pulling you in my embrace... i was scared that I won't be able to leave after seeing your face." Tears was now forming in his eyes as he decided to look at me in the eyes. "It hurts Y/N... I miss you Y/N..."

Tears was now forming in my eyes too after hearing him said those words.

"I miss you so much that it's killing me Y/N! It hurts so bad right here." He started to sob while putting his left hand on his right chest, showing that it's the place were it hurts. "It feels as if I can't li-"

"Stop it!" I interrupted him as I was no longer able to hear him say anything more. "Don't say those words! Stop making me believe that I'm special to you! Do you know how hard it is for me? Now that you are no longer here with me, I can't help but to feel this huge emptiness in me and I hate it! It's as if you have me wrap around your little finger and I hate it, I hate that I keep on feeling this kind of dependence towards you! Whatever you did to me please stop! Tears was now falling in waterfalls down my cheeks and so was his.

"Please Y/N... I never thought I would love you this much... I never planned on falling so hard for you and it killing inside." He slowly said while gently grabbing my hand.

"I need to go." I said smacking my hand out of his and opening the door to get back inside, running down the stairs.

While walking on the hallway, I quickly wiped all the tears on my cheeks as I didn't want anyone to see them.

Suddenly, I felt two hands grabbing my arms as I was forced to go in a classroom.

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A/N
This story is super near to its ending. There is only two chapters and the epilogue left guys!

I'll be doing a triple update for the last parts real soon so stay tuned <33

-Anna