"more than that" || quackity

#44 carenap

You just shrugged

"A shrug is not really an answer y/n. If you don’t want to watch tv or a movie, we can find something on youtube?" he asked "We can always watch my videos, my videos are good"

"Y-you're talking a lot..."

"Yeah I'm talking a lot because you’re not. You’re usually the one being talkative. It started off annoying, but now it’s just weird. What is up with you today?" He asked getting annoyed

"Nothing, just let it go"

"No, I’m not going to let this go. It’s weird" he sighed "I never ask people this but… are you okay?"

"I'm fine Sapnap"

"You’re fine? No, you’re not. No shot, what’s really going on with you? What’s wrong?"

"Nothing..."

"Nothing’s wrong? Nothing at all?"

"I'm just tired..."

"Yeah that was super convincing. You’re a crap liar, you know that" He said "And that’s not the only thing, the vlog you and Wilbur filmed isn't out yet and I'm guessing you haven't edited it. And you're cancelling every social things your friends make. Even our video chats! The only reason we’re hanging out right now is because your boyfriend forced me to"

"Dream is not my boyfriend..."

He sighed ignoring your response "you’ve canceled everything we and Dream tried to plan with you for the last couple of days. No, for... Weeks" he said "You’ve been acting weird for a while. And when’s the last time you left the house for something?"

You just looked at the ground not answering him

"Look, I need you to be honest with me. What’s going on? Are you okay?"

You stayed silent

"Y-Y/n...?"

"I-I'm sorry..." you said softly

"I-... No y/n dont-" he bit his lip "shit, y/n I didn’t mean to- You don’t have to even answer that. I- uhh, do you want to-..." he took a deep breath before pulling you in a hug that surprised you but still you slowly hugged him back

He sighed in relief "I knew you needed a hug..."

As he hugged you tighter, you can't help it but to cry on his chest.

"H-hey. Hey, are you actually crying?"

"N-no, just let me go Sapnap..." you sniffed

He scoffed "Yeah, like hell I’m letting you go now after you started crying when I hold you for like a half second" he said "Look... If you can look at me in the face and tell me you’re fine without crying, then I’ll let you go"

You just continued sobbing in his chest hugging him tighter than ever, you needed this, you needed him.

He sighed stroking your hair "Damn, how long have you been holding this back? How long have- how long have you felt like this?..."

"I-... I don't know" you said between your sobs

"Why- why didn’t you say anything? Why didn't you tell us? We could've helped you" he sighed "I can’t believe this whole time you’ve felt like shit and I’ve just been ignoring that and assumed that nothing was wrong. How did I not notice?"

"W-why do you care so much?"

"Because you're my friend y/n... And I don't want you going through all of this alone" he said "Next time you feel shit, tell me okay?"

After minutes of holding each other, you two heard a sudden knock on your door so you both turned to look at the door.

Sapnap chuckled "Its probably the food we ordered, wait for me okay?" he said standing up walking towards the door

On the way to that, he pulled out his phone from his pocket to text Dream

Sapnap
-I'll be here for a while
-maybe I'll be back tomorrow is that alright?
-can you handle yourself?

Dadwastaken
-why?

Sapnap
-she really needs someone rn

Dadwastaken
-sure I'll be alright
-take care of her

Sapnap
-you sure?
-you won't be needing me or anything?

Dadwastaken
-yes

Sapnap
-okay daddy

Sapnap chuckled at his reply before opening the door to be greeted by the delivery man. He took the food and thanked him before going back to you on the living room

"Here, I know you haven't ate properly so eat up" He said setting them down on the table in front of you as he sat down.

He took the chocolate sunday out of the bag grabbing the spoon and scooped some of it "If there's an ice-cream, I always eat them first before the others because I don't like it melting" he said placing the spoon in front of your lips feeding you.

He ate a scoop aswell watching you eat the fried chicken, he smiled seeing your appetite back again.

Suddenly, he felt his phone vibrated so he grabbed it checking what's up

Dadwastaken
-you better not get any ideas on her
-or you're out of the house

Sapnap chuckled which you noticed so you asked "What?"

"Oh, nothing... It's Dream, I was texting him that I'll be here until tomorrow since you need company"

"Didn't you say that he's sick?" you asked worried

"He said he'll be fine" he sighed "I blame him"

You looked at him confused "Blame him? For what?"

"If he didn't sat in the bathtub for hours writing the apology then he wouldn't be sick right now" he said laughing between his sentences

"Apology? What did he do?"

"About the speedrun-1.7trillion-pearl-chances-drama"

"that was like months ago..." you said as you continued eating

He giggled looking down at his phone to reply to Dream

Sapnap
-I can't promise :P

Dadwastaken
-wtf
-don't make me drive all the way there and woop your ass like the boss I am

Sapnap
-I was kidding geez
-she's all yours
-now go rest you're sick

Dadwastaken
-both of my eyes are on you pal

Sapnap laughed "he's such an idiot"

Sapnap
-she's like my sister so shut up
-"pal"

I'm sorry for the first part lmao