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y/n
Louis what are edibles
What did I do??
Is that why someone said I'm getting high??

Louis <3
edibles are like sweets that have weed in them
you had 5 brownies that were made with marijuana

y/n
WHAT

Louis <3
It's okay y/n don't worry
First time I got high I did that same thing

y/n
I WAS ON DRUGS??
MAYA'S GONNA KILL ME WHEN SHE FINDS OUT

Louis <3
about that...

y/n
Don't tell me she already knows

Louis <3
I had to get you inside somehow
I thought you'd freak out if I took you to my home instead

y/n
Is she mad??

Louis <3
No she understood
But you're gonna feel sick today
I can pick you up some pain relievers or something if you need??

y/n
It's okay I think I have some
I still can't believe I had drugs
Will I be okay I'm just kinda freaking out right now

Louis <3
Yes y/n I swear you're gonna be okay
Take a deep breath for me alright?? Nothing will happen you'll just have a headache and feel sick
I'm really sorry this happened on Christmas Eve for you

y/n
It's okay
Thank you for taking me home

Louis <3
No problem
If you wanna talk at all today just ft me and I'll pick up

y/n
Thank you Louis
Like seriously I'd be a hot mess if it weren't for you

Louis <3
You're welcome
Just take it easy today alright?
I'll see you later :)

y/n
see you later!!

Holy. Fuck. I was on drugs.
Now it makes sense. Why I woke up with a migraine. Why I can't remember anything. Why I saw my face on people's snap stories.

It feels relieving to know what happened, but it's also making me super stressed.
Like I was high last night.

I.

Me.

Y/n fucking Hawke.

Eating five weed brownies.

I close my eyes and set my phone back down on the beside table, crawling under my covers and closing my eyes.

After Louis told me about last night, a few little memories came back. I remember seeing the tray of brownies, and walking over.

I remember waddling around and then collapsing on the floor of a bedroom.

I remember someone finding me, and helping me up to carry me.

Thinking back at it, it was probably Louis.

I feel so stupid saying this but just thinking of him caring for me made me fall harder. He left the party early and made sure I was safe when I got home.

And now even just the thought of him is turning my face red.

"Y/n?" The door creaks open but I don't sit up.
"Hm?" I respond to Maya as she lays down on the bed beside me.

"So did you hear about what happened last night?" The girl quietly asks me and I open my eyes.

"Yup," I sigh and flip to my back, "Louis told me everything."

There's a quiet moment between the two of us before Maya slowly starts laughing.
"You got really high y/n! Like... really high-"

"Yeah yeah I know," I chuckle a little with her, but it makes my headache even worse.
My smile fades a little and I close my eyes once more.
"I have such a bad headache Maya it's not even funny."

Maya nods a bit and sits back up with a sigh.
"Yeah that's what drugs will do to you. How 'bout I get you some breakfast, yeah? Maybe a pain reliever or something?"

I stick my arm up from my bed and hold a thumbs up, not saying any words.

"Okay I'll be right back," she nods and slowly disappears from my doorway.
I lightly sigh and carefully rub my eyes.

"I'm such an idiot," I mumble a little and flip back to my side, going on my phone to read the other text message.
Looks like I have one from Gaten.

I yawn a little and click on the message, but feel my heart stop for a moment when I read it.

gaten👹

gaten👹
we need to talk. seriously.
meet me at the cafe at noon
it's about finn.

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A/N: Oop-
Well Ik this is a shorter, kinda boring chapter but I still hope you enjoyed it!!
Stay tuned for the next one and have a great day <3