Both Broken } Isaac Lahey x OC

? DEAR ISAAC ?

I know we haven't had much time to be a couple with all of the sacrifice stuff and Erica dying, so I'm sorry. You two were so close, like she was your sister. I know you miss her, and I do too. But I'm more worried about you. Ever since the Motel you've been weird. It's like you feel like you can't tell me something. Please trust me. I want to help you. If it's about Erica then please talk to me. I'm trying to give you time but it's really hard. We've been distant and I don't like it. I feel horrible when you're not around.

Anyway. So, Christmas. I'm going to ask my dad if you can drive up to his house and stay with us over Christmas. I'm sure the McCall house is great, but I've always wanted to spend Christmas with you. And I want to see your face when you read all of these letters. Whatever you decide, I'm happy with.

Love,
Marley.

13th September, 2011

Dear Isaac,

Hallelujah, we got to junior year. One year to go until we're seniors, and then the senior scribe! Sorry, you know I've always wanted to put my initials on there. Obviously next to yours.

Now that the sacrifice stuff is over, and I will never let you forget you had a crush on a literal murderer, we have time for each other. I know I took you to that picnic, but I'd like to take you to the Theatre. I know you've shown no interest in musicals whatsoever, but I feel like you'd like them. They're showing Grease this weekend (love your Danny Zuko impression by the way) so I thought we could buy tickets to that. I really don't mind, as long as you're happy, I'm happy.

Also, please stop watching me do ballet. I see you looking through the studio window when you drop me off and it's embarrassing! You put me off with your cute smile and fuzzy hair, and bright blue eyes. Maybe I should get you ballet shoes for Christmas.

Anyway, I love you. Please know that.

Love,
Marley.

20th October, 2011

Dear Isaac,

I don't know what's happening to me. I'm really scared. Everything is going crazy. I can't focus, I'm irritated, I feel like I'm constantly pushing people away. I hate it.

You are amazing. I can't thank you enough for all of the times you've helped me sleep. I know I haven't been the most loving recently, so I am so sorry. I feel horrible because you care for me so much even after everything you've been through. I should be the one caring for you!

There hasn't been a day when I haven't loved you. Ever since seventh grade, I knew I wasn't going to have anyone more worthy of love than you. Everything about you is perfect. We're like that couple that knows everything about the other. Even things we didn't know about ourselves.

My best friend, Isaac Lahey, I love you. I have loved you. I will always love you. My Cedric.

Love,
Marley.

27th November, 2011

Dear Isaac,

I had to write this one in a rush because it's almost the end of the month. Sorry, I've been so caught up in everything; you in hospital, Void and the Vixen. Everyone's getting ready to go and rescue Lydia, so I need to write this now just in case. One month until Christmas and you can finally read all of these letters. I hope you like them.