???? ????. [ umeji kizuguchi x reader ] ° yandere simulator °

chapter 21: "?????????? ????"

"huh? what do you mean aya-" - before umeji could finish taro's and osana's voice interrupted him

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ayano's mouth fell down wide open. she could feel her grip losing up and umeji's getting stronger.

"why? why..am i remembering this now?" -she mumbled to herself, gazing in the bloody knife
"speak up you punk! you only run after him because you never really tried to live! your family never tried did they?"- umeji shouted again
"huh?! you have no idea what my father did to make me happy! nothing worked!" -she responded almost shouting like him
"tried what? bying you gifts?! have you ever had a real friend? a real family!? i'm sure your mom would kill you if your dad didn't want you! you are exactly like her!" -umeji suddenly spit in her face and kicked her right in the stomach.
ayano gasped and fell down on the floor, she wined as her head and back made contact with the hard floor
her head pounding, she could hear children scream in joy inside her head.

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"mom."
"yes sweetie?"

"i heard other kids play with their parents, so what if that's the key or something?"

"ah nonono..that's not how it works darling. i can't bring you happiness, only your prince on the white horse can."
"but, how do you know if we never tried?"
"look ayano..things are the way they are. now please stop, you sound exactly like your father. he thinks there's a way to fix you. but the only way for you is to find your soulmate."
"right. but what if the dad is right? isn't the world so big and full of things i have never seen?"
"just listen to me. we are the same ayano. and when i say there's only one way out i know what i'm talking about! now..ugh please go to your room my head hurts from all of this."
"oh. okay."

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ayano opened her dull black eyes, looking up at the fluffy clouds. she could feel pain spreading through her body along with the weird feeling she has never experienced.
'why..why me? why can't i be normal? i was the one who attacked him first..why did i even..' -ayano's mind tangling up in one big mess of confused thoughts.

umeji breathed out as he slowly leaned on the statue for support. he was exhausted and his hand bleeding without stopping. he, unintentionally got ayano's attention. her eyes slowly find their way to him.

'fuck. that was too close for comfort.'- umeji thought while looking down at his hand
'what am i gonna tell y/n and my friends? i am all sweating. im loosing so much blood i might even bleed out. fuckfuckfuck. think umeji think. wait- where's ayano?!' -umeji suddenly looked at the place where ayano was laying down apart from she was gone. she was out of his sight.

"damn it. was i so deep in my thought that i didn't even noticed when she left?!" -he angrily whisper-shouted to himself
he stood up weakly looking in the distance, his mind was all over the place as well.

'for a brief moment..i thought i could see sadness in her eyes. i wonder if it was just my imagination.'

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"guys..it's almost time for class, where is umeji?" - y/n asked worriedly while closing her book
"to be honest i started thinking about it too." -hayanari stated, looking down at the grass
"um..do you think something. happened to him?" - y/n asked again, but the boys only gave her a confused shrug
"i don't know. but eji is like that, maybe he ditched school to get some beer or something..? don't worry y/n he'll be back soon." -osoro reassured them all
everyone nodded, yet in reality they couldn't stop thinking about it. even osoro doubted he went to grab some drinks.