World's Apart

I am not even going to contemplate getting an abortion as I am already excited just thinking of having this child. Being part of a family group even just two people is a wondrous idea.  Excitement and love for the little one is already in my heart.

Bradley's father is looking at me with resentment , he says the state can make me have the abortion if it's not Bradley's child and it's from unknown origin's.

"Even better if the child is a real alien ,do I want it subjected to experiments", he shouts at me.

"Let me pay you girl and let's end all this madness you've made of my son's life.", he says very slowly as if I was a retard.  That made me very angry with him . I tell him, " It's my right to decide what I want to do, you can't force me."

He shouts "You have no rights because you are not a natural born.  Do you understand, the state owns you. It's why you always comply with all requirements directed at you.". "It's the way you've been engineered.", he sneers cruelly at me.

"We'll I won't comply and I won't do anything you want me to do, so get lost and bugger off", I shout at him. He sits back down after almost jumping up and down.  He's looking very red and defeated by the time he starts to speak again I am afraid that he might fall over with a heart attack or something.

He's  not my problem right now, in my mind  I am thinking of ways to save my baby.  I hope I have a girl who can  be with me forever till I die.

I will teach her to be assertive and to always make up her own mind to do what is correct and always to love her mommy back just as much as she's being loved.

The hope for the future is supposed to be bright I decide to make sure it is for my child. In my mind "she" is already here and "she" is already loved.

I know that he's got a high rank in the government and that alone creates a lot of complications for me. That is why I am so angry at Bradley's father for trying to corrupt what should have been a very happy moment for me. I did not want to find out about the baby in the harsh manner.

I want rest and food that is my priority right now. Why is Almidon3 not interested in my progress, he hasn't even tried to contact me. I am wondering what he's doing now.  Does he think about me and am I a factor in his life.

My principal is outside the cubicle that I am still in and he wants my latest interrogator to go away. 

Eventually he just comes in the room and asks him if he's still going to be long.  Reluctantly Bradley's father leaves and says that he will come back and I must think about what he said.