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"i love you so much, Moon y/n,"

-

it's 1 in the morning and she can't sleep, still thinking about their date. whenever she thought about him, it made her smiled.

she can't stop thinking about him.

but then, she got a call from him, and she even smiled brighter--

but it was faded after someone else was answering her.

"hey ja--"

"is this moon y/n?"

she stopped her words for a second.

"yes, and who is this?why are you usi--"

"i'm from Seoul Police Station, i'm sorry to say that your boyfriend just passed away,"

~end flashback

the moment kept lingered in her mind.

when she rushed to that place to see her love of the life, him laying on the road unconsciously, whilst the blood dripping all over his body. the police was all over the place, bringing him to the hospital for the investigation.

and she got to know,

that her own boyfriend committed suicide after their last date,

as she kept blaming herself cause of the tragedy happened.

she clicked to start the video as her eyes became teary.

"h-hey, babe.

how are you? it's kinda awkward since i recorded this myself. are you good? did you have taken care of yourself well? sorry if i ask too much but i hope you do.

babe, do you still remember on our first met?

you met me on the rooftop, as i was crying about how cruel this world to me,

but then, you appearance has brightened up my life, as i could feel the world has stopped for a while.

you healed me with your smile,

you kept saying that is fine to cry sometimes, but i wished you know how much that i cried that time,

and then, you became friends with me,

you made me happy to meet you,

and i was so glad that i found the old me in you,

the happy me,"

he broke into a smile, whilst a single tears dropped on his cheek.

"and of course, the day i confessed to you was the happiest day in my life. i never thought you would like me too, and i'm so glad that you are mine, for now..."

he looked down and face the camera again.

"but then i realised, it's still haunted me y/n... I need to hide myself from showing you that my depression is getting worse. there's something inside me kept hating myself to feel the happiness with you,

so that's why i skipped the classes.

when you asked me to meet you,

i declined it,

i'm so sorry."

he took a deep breath and continued speaking.

"babe, i know you are so worried about me,