This Was A Mistake | Mattheo Riddle X Reader

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"Are you going to say something or watch him fuck me while you cry Maya?" She said as she pulled him into her again, forcing his hand under her skirt.

My heart was shattered into pieces.

"Fuck you Draco."

I turned around and quickly started making my way back out of the endless hallways. I kept walking and once I was in a place that I knew, where I wasn't lost, I hurriedly made my way back outside to go grab my things and leave.

Everyone looked up and saw that I was crying and asked if I was okay. "H- he cheated on me." I stuttered out crying.

"Maya what? What happened? Are you okay? Come here." Pansy quickly stood up to hug me. "I'm gonna go back to the common room." I grabbed my bag and pulled Pansy's grip on my arm roughly.

I was not only sad and heartbroken, I felt a sense of anger in me. But the sadness overpowered it.

I didn't deserve any of this.

"Wait for us. We'll come with you." Daphne said from behind me while I heard her quickly shove her things into her bag.

I didn't answer and just kept on walking. As bad as I felt, I wanted to wait. I didn't want pity anymore. It angered me more than ever.

Once I walked into the common room, I immediately rushed to my dorm and started sobbing uncontrollably on my bed.

A few minutes later, Pansy and Daphne rushed in and sat on my bed beside me to comfort me, I told them not to but they did anyways.

I'm sure Daphne was a bit pissed, considering her sister stole her best friends boyfriend. I wonder how she would take that with Astoria personally.

"By the way, on our way here...we gave Aswhoria a piece of our mind." Pansy shrugged. "What?" I sniffled looking up at them from my snotty pillow.

"We ruddied her up a bit. No big deal." Daphne smirked.

"That actually means a lot to me. I love you both." I forced a small smile on my lips, "I've never felt the way I do with anyone, not even Adrian, with him. He was just perfect-"

"He was not perfect at all, Amaya Esmeray! He treated you like shit!" Pansy cut me off before sitting me up and pulling me to her chest.

I kept crying. I just wanted to cry forever.

This hurt more then anything. First, he drugs and takes advantages of me. Then, he cheats on me with the girl he told me not to worry about.

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A few weeks had passed on, I stopped going to my classes again. I barely came down to the Great Hall to eat. I felt the most insecure I have ever felt in my entire life.

I starved. I slept. I stayed dirty.

Every time I tried to eat in the Great Hall, I saw Astoria laughing with him and him holding her close to him in a way he never held me.

He still sat by my friends, but they didn't seem to engage in any conversation with him. Especially Adrian.

They all ignored him, as they should've. True friends they are. My family. My real family.

I stayed in bed for more than most of the time. I never wanted to leave. Was that possible?

Almost everyday now, I either slept, cried, or stared at the ceiling.

It became a routine. I did it every time.

Heartbreak.

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I heard a knock at the door. I hoped it was Draco. Why did I? I quickly got up in hopes it was him.

"Oh, hey." I had no emotion on my face as I went back to bed. "Hey, how are you?" He asked as he sat beside me on the bed. "What do you think?" I sat up, facing him.

"I'm sorry." Adrian pulled me into a big hug and told me it was going to be okay." I broke down in his arms again.

We talked for a bit which made me feel slightly better, I guess. "You're lucky I'm not about to go to the Great Hall and beat his ass in front of everyone and show him how to respect a girl. Still thinking about it." He said.

My biggest fucking fear right now. "Please don't. I can't be caught up with all of that right now." I sighed. "For now, I won't. Just for you." He said kissing my forehead softly.

"Have you decided to-"

"No. I don't want to talk about it right now.." I cut him off knowing what he was going to mention.

He left the room, then Snape came in. He noticed that I wasn't showing up to just his class and told me I needed to come to Dumbledores office, again.

I followed Snape out the common room and up to Dumbledores office.

I knew I was gonna get some sort of punishment for skipping and not showing up to anything.

I walked in before Snape. "You had to see me-" I paused when I saw Dumbledore, Mcgonagall, and my parents in his office, looking at me with worried expressions.

My parents looked very concerned and serious. That's surprising—oh no. They know I'm not attending classes. Shit. Fuck me.

"Legilimens!" they all said at the same time, pointing their wands out at me. They all took over my thoughts to see what had happened in the past. Oh no. They were all going to see what happened between Draco and I.

My head ached heavily as they invaded my thoughts. I couldn't fight back. I was too weak.

They were going to see everything.

After a few minutes, I was looking at everyone, somewhat embarrassed. They all had shocked looks on their faces. "What?" I looked at them as innocently as I could forcing my tears back.

"You may step outside, Miss Esmeray." Snape ordered as he lead me to the door.

I waited for a few minutes until my parents came out. "Get your things. You're coming home early for Christmas break." My mother said to me dearly as we walked down to the common room. "What? Why? What did you see?" I said, exhaustively.

"We'll talk about it more when we get to the manor, darling." My father said.

I packed my things up and we soon left Hogwarts with floo powder provided by Dumbledore.

We arrived at our manor and the elves were already waiting at the door to take my bags. I've never been more confused. I knew this wouldn't be good.

My parents walked me to the kitchen table and sat me down. "We saw what happened with you and Draco. We told you so." My mother said.

What did I expect? For her to pity me like everyone else? "You need this break. Away from all the toxic drama at school." My father said sternly.

My parents words not only hurt me more, but they motivated me. Motivated me to be better. To do better.