More Than Enough || Toru Oikawa X Reader

|93| I'm Here

"You have the song memorized, no need to stress," Ena says as she place her hand on your shoulder gently as you were reading through the music sheet over and over while singing to yourself.

"For now," you say which confused her. You're standing in the corner as everyone else was getting ready for the music performance. First it's going to be the students in music class and then it going to be the school band. 

Ena stands next to you as you lower the music sheets, "I have everything memorized right now. I know each note, each word. I know which word will be sang in a random beat. I know the note I have to sing and everything but that's only for now. Once I'm on that stage, looking at everyone, I'm afraid I'm going to forget everything and freak out like last time..." you talked big about keeping your promise and being there for everyone.

But now that it's the day, you want to run away. Last time you were on a stage was with your friends in California. Leandro, Xavier, Jason, Eric... You couldn't say a single thing and run off the stage apologetic.

"I know it may not sound like much or maybe you have heard this many times before but when you're up there, don't think too much about what you have to do. Sure there may be a lot of people but they're here to see you and it can be stressful but don't let it take over you. Just, go with the flow and do you," Ena suggest with a smile as she thinks back the time she does her competitions of gymnastics.

"Thanks," you force a smile and you know that Ena is just trying to help out but what she said is true. You have heard those words before and they're not going to help you calm down. 

"A lot of people are talking about you and Oikawa. The rumours of you or that article is now ignored and everyone just doesn't give two crap about it," Ena informs you which does make you feel a little better as that what you wanted, "Everyone is mostly focus on the fact if you and Oikawa are still an item," she says.

"Well, it was this morning that i have announced that I broke up with him and now it's him telling everyone that it was just one big misunderstanding and that he and I are together and very much so in love," you giggle to yourself by how cute your boyfriend is.

Ena laughs, "Oh, and can I mention how hot Yabai is," Ena says with a small thirst for your best friend.

"You can call him Eric," you inform.

"I'm telling you, if I wasn't loyal to Hajime, I would be crushing on him," Ena confessions which has you laughing.

"Who would be crushing on who?" Yuna ask as she was curious about what she heard while walking by.

"Eric," Ena tells her, "I mean, when I was walking around on my break, after see Hajime, you know how Alex's classroom are doing a strength challenge," Ena ask and you and yuna both nod, "Well, I checked it out for fun, knowing that my boyfriend would easily win first place at this," Ena shows off proudly, "But then I see Eric going against an older guy who seems to be talking big," she explains.

"And let me guess," you say, getting their attention, "He made fun of Eric or just talked big. Eric just agrees and continues on with the game to then win. He then proceeds to talk big towards the other guy, completely humiliating him," you assume.

"Yes," Ena says as that's what happened.

"I figured. We were like that since kids," you mention.

"Like what?" Yuna ask.

"Well, Eric's older brother, Igor," you start off, "He has lecture us and told us how we should never look down on someone or talk big. Actions first, words later. If you talk big then you need to be 110% sure that things will go your way and Eric and I have alway just kept our mouth shut, do our thing and then we talk back that way we don't embarrass ourselves if something doesn't go our way," you explain.