More Than Enough || Toru Oikawa X Reader

|93| I'm Here

"You and Eric never had any feelings for each other?" Yuna ask which you didn't think much of as that was a question you receive a lot when people question your friendship with Eric.

"I mean," you gently shrug, "as kids we have talked about marrying each other as we weren't blood related. Not to mention we loved each other but while growing, we come to realize that as much as we do care and love one another, we couldn't see each other that way. I do see him as a man as he seems me as a woman however, we both saw each other as family than as a couple. There was never really a time were either of us could see each other that way," you admit as that's just how it is and Eric feels the exact way.

"But do you guys have that 'When we turn forty and single we get married?'" Ena ask and you chuckle.

"Yeah, we have that," you nod as there isn't any point to lie, "We may not see each other that way but if it comes down to that, we didn't have a problem we settling down with each other or having a family of our own," you confess.

"Don't tell Oikawa that, he might just cry," Yuna tease which made you smile.

"Girls, get ready!" a classmate says. They both look at you and smile and then they went to their places while you look down at the music sheet one more time. You open your mouth to sing out the words once again but...

You have such a beautiful voice my Songbird. Every time you sing, I know where to find you. It's like a calling for me to find you.

You were there?

I'll alway be there in the audience to hear and watch you sing. How can I get you away from the stage? I want to hear you sing for me.

You raise your hand and place it on your throat. You're scared. You weren't feeling like that a few minutes ago. You were just nervous and anxious but now you're terrified. You look around to see everyone getting ready. 

Is he here? you ask yourself anxiously.

Toru notices you and sees the anxious look you have on and how you look like you could jump into a panic attack any second now. He approaches you. He reaches for your hand, "Hey, honey---" as soon as he touched your hand you pulled your hand away harshly as if you were scared of him.

When you notice that Toru was the one who touches you, you bring your hands closer to your chest, "I--"

"Are you okay?" Toru ask, trying to not let your action hurt him right now because he understands that you were anxious and that he may have surprised you.

"Yeah, I'm fine," you force a smile. Toru was going to say something how he knows you're not but you take a step back, "I need to get ready, excuse me," you turn around, showing him your back as you walk away.

You put the music sheet away and walk to the stage. To the front corner where you'll be singing. The microphone is place there. You see all the adults place around and he students. There's so many people there.

You notice your family and Eric's family in their seat. They notice you and give you a wave. Your mother had her phone out and told you to smile as she wanted to take a picture but you looked panicked instead. You continue to look around until your sight stopped at one of the audience. 

He's sitting there.

He's right there.

He's wearing a hat, has a sweater on and a jacket. It's overing his head, his hair. 

He's smiling at you as if he knew what you were thinking.

"(Name)," you jump and look to your side to see the music teacher, "Hey, you look a little tense, are you okay?" he ask and you just gulp as you try to calm yourself down, "Hey, hey..." he says as he can see you panicking, "It's okay," he assures, "You're going to do great," he promises but you look back at the audience to see that he isn't there anymore.