But what if it's meant to be? (Calzona)

Chapter 78

"I want to see you back in a month, no matter what the results say" he says, we are to take a test in 4 weeks to see if it worked

4 weeks later we were devastated seeing the test come back negative but we both knew that this was a possibility so we went back and tried again, same thing

4 weeks later, we hadn't gotten our hopes up but here it was a positive test.

We decided on keeping our fertility journey a secret until we reached the 16 week mark if any of the inseminations worked

Jess of course knew and so did Amara seeing as our daughter can not keep a secret but we told her it was okay that she knew. Amara had become like a second daughter

Callie is now 8 weeks pregnant, she didn't sleep well, always nauseous so when I felt her get up this time I figured it was the same thing but instead of getting sick she had blood in her underwear and tears in her eyes

"Im sorry" she says and I shake my head

"No, you do not get to be sorry. Ill get you some clothes and we can head to the hospital. I'll call Jake to see if he can meet us" I say and place a kiss on her head

After helping Callie get dressed we drove to the hospital to find out what we already knew. Callie has miscarried.

"I don't want to do it again" she tells me once on our way home

"I don't want to try just to get my heart broken. I'm done for now" she says and I nod, I completely understood where she was coming from

While it did hurt that she was done and didn't want to try anymore, making her feel okay was my only priority

Another month passed and by this point We had an appointment with Jake, we weren't planning on doing anything he just wanted to see us

"I am very sorry about your loss" he starts off

"I know fertility really sucks sometimes. Which is why I also have news.... If you want to try again I would recommend it before your next period" he says

"Now?" Callie questions

"Calliope... I don't-" I start before she cuts me off

"Can we do it today. And if this doesn't work I'm done for good" Callie says and I nod, knowing there was no point in arguing with her

Dr.Reilly did the insemination once again , but this time we didn't tell anyone, not even Jess

4 weeks passed and we were pregnant but still hesitant, 8 weeks, we were doing good. Callie passed with flying colors

20 weeks we found out we were having a boy;

28 weeks we told people we were pregnant, Jess of course knew by 16 weeks

36 Callie started working less hours and 39 she went into labor.

She gave birth to our son, who weighed 7lbs and 4oz

Nicolas Timothy

Present

Both me and Callie have been up since early this morning, while Yes, Nick does sleep through the night he still gets up really early and goes down for a nap a little while later but he decided he wasn't napping today, he just stayed curled up in Callies arms

"Let me take him while you shower" I tell her and easily take the baby from her arms and he settles into mine

"I'll be really quick" she says and I chuckle

"Take your time calliope, I want my baby snuggles" I say and she smiles and goes into the bathroom

"Your momma is crazy... I hope you know that" I smile, I laid Nick down on his back while tickling his stomach softly while talking to him, making him smile and laugh

We decided that since Jess already calls me mom, that Callie would become momma.

Amara is staying over tonight and Callie and I are going out, our first night since the baby, Callie had bad anxiety when it came to him, we couldn't leave him anywhere at first. Not even with Jess while we went to the store. But now, he is almost a year old and Jess has watched him a few times on her own, Callie felt better with him with Jess than at the daycare at first

"We will be fine, we got him, go" Jess tells Callie, we were ready for our date just she didn't want to leave Nick behind

"Tell momma bye" Jess says and waves his arm a little

"I'll send you a picture at bed" Jess says

"Thank you... I love you" I say and kiss her head then Nicks

Jess' POV

Mom and Callie finally left. Leaving just Amara me and the baby,

We fed and bathed him and he was now asleep on amaras chest but she didn't want to move him off yet

"You ever think about having kids?" She ask me

"No.... Have you?" I ask, I was laying on my side with my hand supporting my head

"Not much, but I do want them. Maybe 2." She smiles,

"But not for a few years at least" she chuckles

"You're good with him" I smile, watching as her finger gently traced around his face

"He's cute. What can I say" she smiles and lean over to kiss her

"Can I put him to bed now?" I ask, wanting to cuddle with my girlfriend

She laughs but nods, knowing what I wanted

She kissed his head and I laid him in his crib and sent a picture to mom and got back in bed with Amara, this time my head on her chest and one of my legs over hers

"I can't wait to move in with you" I smile

"Me either.. I can't wait for it all"

Till next time. ❤️

I think there will be one more chapter posted after this❣️