I'm Sorry Too (The Sequel) DISCONTINUED

Lemonade

Just then, I get a call from Tubbo.

"Hey, are you joining the lobby?"

"Oh. Right. I'll be on in a minute. Sorry." My voice shakes the tiniest bit.

"Are you okay?"

"Mhm. I'm joining." I hang up the phone call.

I go to my computer and set everything up before joining the vc.

"Hey, guys!" I do my best to sound normal.

A chorus of hellos and hi's erupt from the call.

I check who's in it to see Dream, Tubbo, Sapnap, George, Tommy, Wilbur, Niki, Jack, Schlatt, me... and Ranboo.

I cring. You've got to be kidding me.

I almost burst into tears of frustration right then.

"../n. Y/N!"

"Sorry, what?" I ask.

Dream laughs. "I asked if you were ready to start."

"Oh, yeah. Sure."

My screen lights up blue as I get assigned crewmate.

I head to admin to do card swipe. After failing multiple times, I finally get it.

I start to head to electric when the lights get turned off.

I get there, and I'm the only one.

"Oh, shit. Nope. No. Don't die, don't die, don't die." I tell myself.

Just then, an animation pops up on my screen. The black figure shooting my f/c one in the head.

"Fuck you!" I yell. Guess who killed me. Freaking Ranboo.

After Ranboo has jumped in the vent, Schlatt finds my body.

"One woman down, one to go," he says.

Niki immediately realizes what he said. "What? No! Don't kill me. If I die, it's Schlatt!"

Her sweet voice calms me down a little bit. That is, until...

"Where was the body found?" Ranboo asks.

As if he cares.

I walk away from my monitor to my kitchen. I open my 'special cabinet' to get some Mike's Hard Lemonade out of the mini fridge I have hidden.

I open it, walking back towards my monitor.

I make it back just in time to see that everyone has skipped.

I take a sip from my drink. It almost tastes like Sprite, but with a little bitter kick.

One tear falls down my face as I think back on my life.

I thank myself for not streaming. I don't think I'd be able to handle it, especially in this state.

I give up and just knock the entire bottle back. It's not like I care right now anyways.

Five rounds and two Mike's Hards later, I get imposter with Ranboo. Of course I do.

I start off by killing Schlatt. The body gets reported rather quickly.  I can already imagine him raging.

I start giggling as the dead body is reported. Suspicion is automatically placed on me for laughing.

"That's what he gets for wanting the women out," I laugh. Although, I don't notice my words slightly slurring. It's not really noticeable yet, just barely there.

Everyone agrees with my answer, leading us to skip.

I leave my computer after I've voted to get another drink. "I'll be afk for a second."

I come back to the monitor after stumbling a little bit to and from the kitchen.

I get back and just decide to not do anything until the next meeting.

Soon enough Tubbo calls a meeting.  "Niki was killed in comms."

"No, Niki..." I whine. "Why are the girls getting targeted? I should get Minx in here." Now, I notice my speech getting iffy. I immediately shut myself up.

"Y/N, have you been drinking?" Wilbur asks me.

"Pfft, no," I lie.

"Y/N." Tommy starts, "I'm coming over."

"Me too." Wilbur states.

"I'm not going to be home. Bye everyone!" I say quickly leaving discord.

I know that they'll be over soon. I sigh and grab a blanket.

I take the elevator to the top floor, then take the stairs to roof access.

The clouds are sense today, painting the sky in an ugly gray color.

I lay the blanket down before laying on top of it. I wrap my jacket closer around me.

My mind is becoming fuzzy due to the alcohol and its effects. It's a nice feeling, almost like I'm floating.

My phone buzzes.

Ranboo
You were seriously drinking. What's wrong?

"You are, you piece of shit!" I yell at my phone.

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A/N: Hello! Sorry, school has been crazy. Senior year is definitely not the easiest year.

I love you all.  Eat something,  drink some water. You deserve to be loved.