Imprinting On The Wrong Person

Chapter Two:Why do bad things happen to good people??

I brought my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around my legs. I winced just a little because I'm still I'm pain from whatever that jerk vampire did to me. Now I'm crying like a big wolf baby over something so minor to the others yet it mattered so much to me it felt ridiculous, tears nonstop came out my eyes. I was pathetic. Why me? What did i do to deserve this cruel act of fate, this imprint?

Maybe it's some sick joke or maybe i imagined it, the more I tried to reassure myself the worse I felt. No i don't even know how to imprint directly it made no sense, none of this did. Maybe this is one big fucked up dream I'm having cause my life would literally go to shit if this was real.

I pinched my arm but nothing happened, this was entirely too fucked up for my liking. I trudged to my bedroom tears still falling out of my eyes, sleep could be my new friend. I could just sleep this all off. I checked the time it was only twelve in the afternoon and i got home at eleven in the morning.

I've been crying for over an hour. I'm pathetic that's why all this bad stuff is happening to me i deserve this. I deserve whatever's being thrown at me. I wiped my eyes and sniffed. I sat on my bed the springs crying protest under my weight, shut up I'm going threw harder stuff stupid springs. And now I was mad at inanimate objects, great.

A loud banging sound erupted throughout my home, if it was someone here to kill me I would gladly let them do it. I looked towards my door from my window tears still slipping out of my eyes, ruining my vision a little. There stood the pack and I sighed of course they'd come looking for me. There was no way out of this.

"Jacob, open your front door or we're all climbing in through the windows." Sam yelled from outside.

Jokes on them all the windows are locked. I grimaced at the thought of telling them. The looks I would get. The comments they would make. I laid down in fetus position trying to shut those thoughts out. I could hear heavy footsteps come from my dad's room downstairs.

They weren't joking and why the hell was my dad's window open do wide for them to fit i mean they're pretty big, I'm like second shortest. I got up from my bed and locked my bedroom door. Just to slow them down, I didn't want to talk, or even think about what to say.

"Jacob, open the door now." Sam said on the other side of the door.

His  tone was gentle something that rarely happened. I swallowed hard and sighed.

"Do you guys smell something off about Jacob's room." Seth asked from the other side of the door.

I've been found out. How am I going to keep this quiet. Can I even keep it quiet especially when I phase with the other's they'd find out everything. And by everything I mean absolutely everything.

"It's tears, stupid." Leah said aggravated.

I heard the back of Seth's head being smacked probably by Leah. I winced that's gotta hurt. Especially from Leah, she doesn't hold back her strength with us.

"Jacob if you don't open this mother fucking door I'm going to come in there and hang you from a tree by your underpants." Paul said angrily and I rolled my eyes at his threat.

Oh way to lift my spirits, yes that was sarcasm. I didn't answer. I heard someone banging there shoulder to my door trying to break it open. The last thing I needed was a broken door, I walked to the door and unlocked it. Paul banged on my door with his shoulder one last time before I swung it open and Paul fell through.

"What the hell do you think you're doing." I glared at Paul who was face first on the floor.

"He was trying to get you to open the door and it seemed to work." Jared mused squinting studiously at me.

"What do you guys want?" I glared at them.

"We wanted to know why you ran out." Sam spoke with sympathy that made me want to vomit.

How was I just going to say it. They'd hate me, they'd ban me from the reservation from the pack. They wouldn't understand and that was that. I'd have to live on my own, with the little bit of money I have saved up.

"I imprinted." I blurted out gaining wide eyes and gasps from everyone.

"On a....Jake it can't be." Embry said completely in awe.

"Yeah, well i did imprinted on a le.. On a vampire." I looked down feeling utterly defeated.

"Well which girl." Quil asked his tone light but I could see the fear of the unknown in his eyes.

I let out a shaky breath. Sam gave me this look. He knew. Fuck he knew, he caught on quicker then i could react and it was all because he was obviously over thinking my words.

"Jacob which...Cullen." Sam said hesitantly.

I was avoiding everyone's gaze. Paul got up and stood by Sam and Jared. Shit this wasn't good. I'd be the first wolf to imprint on a vampire and a male. What would even happen.

"Please no one yell at me and no phasing in my room." I whispered but I'm pretty sure they heard me. I hope they heard me.

They all nodded. Good at least they were willing to hear me out rather then kill me right away. I took in a deep breath ready to tell them. But was I really? Did they deserve to know? Maybe I could just make a break and run, and never come back.

"I imprinted on..." I tried to run out of my room but Paul and Jared caught me just before I could get to the door.

Dammit no turning back now Shit. I tried to get out of their hold but they were stronger and more built than me. They sat me on my bed and everyone stared at me with those fucking pitiful eyes. I just wanted them to leave. I didn't want or need their pity. In fact I hated it.

"Jake, you can tell us anything." Sam said calmly his arms crossed in his chest. Ugh I just wanted to punch something or someone.

"On Edward okay i imprinted on a fucking guy who's a fucking leech who my best friend is dating." I yelled tears welled up in my eyes fighting to come out, these tears were not of sadness but of rage and aggravation.

My vision became blurry and I sucked in a deep breath trying my best to stay composed. But it was hard, hard knowing my life was going to change because of this. Whether I wanted it to or not. None of this was fair.

"Jake, why didn't you tell us we would've understood you didn't have a choice." Sam sat by me and wrapped his arm around me in a brotherly fashion. I shook my head my cheeks burning red.

I covered my face with my hands ashamed of being weak. Showing them that I couldn't handle a little imprint this was beyond embarrassing. Jeez, I was pathetic and they all knew it.

"Jake we'll help you get through this." Seth said so softly that I almost missed it.

I smiled lightly my face still covered with my hands, my pack understands. Or at least i hope they do. But why did this have to happen to me? Leah was a much better candidate for imprinting on Edward. Right now i envied Leah she didn't imprint she was lucky. She didn't have the weight of this soulmate pairing inside of her just yet and I felt like I was suffering even if I just imprinted not too long ago.

I don't understand why she didn't like not having a imprint i would have been overjoyed. I would've done anything to be in her shoes at that very moment. Why couldn't that be me the one who didn't imprint. The one that they all secretly envied or felt bad for. Ugh why can't I be alone for the rest of my life it'd be so much more easier.

Tears were trying to come out of my eyes again but I willed them to stay in. I have to give myself some type of reassurance, I need to be strong. But i have one question for myself mostly.

Why do bad things happen to good people?