"Bakit? Hindi ba?" tanong nila pabalik.
Ilang oras pa kaming nag-usap at nagpaalam na rin sila dahil gabi na sa kanila, si Jade ay mukhang busy pa.
Habang nakahiga ay nag search na lang ako ng mga restaurants na pwede kong pag-orderan ng tanghalian ko.
Nagugutom na naman ako, nang tatawag na ako ay naalala ko na iba pala ang sim ko. Pucha, pa'no na 'to ngayon.
Wala naman telepono dito dahil hindi naman 'to hotel. Ni TV nga wala. Ano na gagawin ko ngayon?
Ang daming pumapasok sa isip ko. Pero bakit ko naman gagawin yun diba? Eh, kanina nga parang medyo nagalit sa sinabi ko tapos naman ngayon hihingi ako ng tulong sa kanya? Pass.
Dali na, gusto mo 'bang mamatay sa gutom?
Aba, mamamatay ba ako sa gutom kung hindi ako kumain ngayon?
Oo, tanga.
I could ask Lucas for help but damn! How could I? Or, maybe I could apologize first then after, I'll ask him for help.
Okay. It's okay.
I let out a heavy sigh to calm myself because I'm so damn nervous. I was wearing my indoor slippers.
"Okay, okay," I took a loud breath again, "Holy spirit activate, holy spirit activate." I said multiple times, before I opened my door.
I nervously walked towards the door of his condo. My hands were trembling as I reached for the doorbell.
But what if he won't open up because of what I told him?
Gagawin mo o magugutom ka?
Eto na nga, oh.
Three... Two... One... Okay, here goes...
Binalot ako ng kaba nang ilang minuto siyang hindi magbukas ng pinto.
Maybe he's that mad? Or he probably doesn't wanna see me.
Aalis na sana ako nang biglang bumukas ang pinto kaya nagulat ako sa kanya.
Wala pa rin siyang emosyon sa mukha at saka tinaasan ako ng kilay.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I shouldn't have done this!
"What? Are you just gonna stand there?" seryosong tanong niya.
"Uh, no. No, I'm sorry." sagot ko agad sa kanya, nahihiya na. "Uh, are you mad?" I bit my lower lip, looking down with my hands at the back— fidgeting my fingers because of my nervousness.
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