Tiny Step's (MDLG Story.) Slow Updates.

Chapter NINE

Looking up just as Kelly comes back she nods laying everything on the coffee table saying, "She only had some paci's, a bottle and a blanket no stuffie so" nodding I smile saying, "That's ok I just want to get her cleaned up and in a diaper just in case." Nodding she smiles lightly so I turn on the couch and go to lay Esme down she cry's but eventually lets me lay her down. Once she is laying down I hold my screams and tears back seeing more scars on her chest, stomach and fronts of her thighs all hidden places. I hear Kelly gasp again but ignore it saying, "Hand me wipes I'm clean her face up first." She does and I get to work by the time I get to her undies I hesitate but just do it changing her into a diaper quickly not wanting to violate her privacy more than I have.

Once she is diapered with a paci in her mouth I sigh and pick her up cradling her back against my chest, as I do she instinctively plays with my right breast and nipple. I gasp and blush causing Kelly to snort and laugh and I role my eyes saying, "Oh shush you!" she chuckles nodding and sets back on the couch after going and getting us both another glass of wine. As we drink our wine and watch Esme sleep its silent other than her light snores and suckling of her paci until Kelly says, "I'm glad she survived and is so strong but I don't know how she did it." nodding I move some hair out of her face, her beautiful blond curls smiling lightly I sigh saying, "I don't know either dear but I will not let her go through such horror again." nodding she sips her wine saying, "Neither of us along with our friends and my parents you know they will support you as I do." Nodding I sniffle looking at her after taking another gulp of my wine saying, "I never thought or even imagined I would find another little or partner after Jenny the last year and half has been hell without her but the last few days its just..."

She nods saying, "We may not be religious, but I believe Jenny is watching over you and in her own way she probably brought you and Esme together love." Sniffling I feel Esme wiggle, so I pat her now diapered bottom saying, "I feel the same, but it still hurts like I am betraying or cheating." She shakes her head reaching over and squeezing my arm saying, "Don't, you're not and I bet she is so proud of you for being so strong and living even though I know you wanted to quit." Wiping my fresh tears again I shake my head sighing saying, "Yes I wanted to, but I couldn't, I couldn't be selfish and just leave you here alone after you helped me and loved me and Jenny over the years." She smiles lightly and rolls her eyes saying, "Of course dear not like you stayed for your precious wine and times of ripping others a new one!" chuckling I smile sighing saying, "I love you Kell." She chuckles taking another drink of her wine saying, "Love you to Len." Smiling we fall back into a comfortable silence I couldn't ask for a better best friend even with the hell she is going through she still comforts me when I need it.

Kelly Willow's (POV)

Watching my best friend with Esme reminds me of when Jenny was still with us she was my little wiggle worm and always called me auntie. She was a spit fire little and always enjoyed laughing but her favorite thing was when she would get to nurse or just cuddle with her momma. Even more so when she was her big self she was my friend as well, the three of us would go out to clubs and parties she would always love messing with those around her because of her height and young looks. One time we got in trouble by Elena because we decided it would be hilarious if we filled the house with balloons along with some filled with shaving cream. Hey, it was big and little Jenny's idea anyway Elena thought it was funny and cute until she ended up popping some of the shaving cream one's and there was blotches of white foam throughout the house. I miss her but Elena misses her even more, but to see her now with Esme I can tell her heart is finally mending. Most people would never move on for years or they would just fade away but the year and half since Jenny passed Elena has held it together though I know she broke when I wasn't around.

She doesn't have family now except me her father died when she was seventeen from a car accident and then her mother Jodie and stuck-up bitch of a sister Liza just ignored Elena more than they were before he died. They stayed around sucking the life and some money out of her until around the time Elena met Jenny, and they just went away except when needing something so Elena officially cut them off when they didn't bother to come to Jenny's funeral. Finishing my wine, I take my glass standing asking, "You want a refill love?" she shakes her head saying, "No thanks but could you bring me a water."