"See, i'm not going to hurt you" I have no clue how to comfort you. How do you comfort someone who's mind could very well be lost and permanently in a state a panic. You can't. I can't. Nobody can. But I need to try. You are curled up in the corner, I can't help it, you look so gorgeous like this, so tormented but so pretty. I sit down on the floor and slowly hold out my hand, you scream and so I pull away. I'm a little frustrated, why would you even open it? You should know better. Doesn't matter now. It happened and now I have to fix it. You know, I should keep an antidote around. That would be helpful. But I don't have that now so there is no point in talking about it
"Please don't hurt me...please" You say in the most delicate voice, I adore this side of you.
"I won't, it's me. Try to remember I know it's hard." I keep distance from you, you are in the corner and I'm sitting about two feet away, my jacket in my lap. I am so sorry, I don't know what to do, I really don't. Comforting people has never been my specialty. I love you I really do, but I can't help you. I really can't but I guess I have to try.
Your POV:
His eyes pierce into yours, they are blue but become red, then blue again, then red. You don't know who this man is. His face is contorted, his teeth are fangs, his hands are claws, a jacket in his lap looks like ripped off skin. He slowly extends the jacket to you and you sob. "Don't...don't...don't hurt me don't please." You are shaking, he responds in a demonic growl."I won't. I promise just let me come closer darling." You cover your ears with your arms, you cry softly. The demonic human itches closer and drapes the skin or jacket over you. "Shhh, close your eyes. It will help." You close them tight, why are you listening to this monster? You can hear the monster breathing, you whine and cry, you know that's probably Scarecrow, well without his mask so Jonathan. Your mind can't see him as an ally though, just an enemy. You still have your eyes closed and you feel a big tug, you scream and when you open your eyes you just see darkness. You shout and yell but then feel something patting down your hair.
"It's ok, just hold on it will be over soon I promise." Demon Jonathan is hugging you, you can feel his lap beneath you and you cry more. Your entire body is shaking and your heavy breaths make your stomach move up and down. "I'm so sorry, I am so, so sorry." He repeats over and over again, petting your head down to your lower back, his voice is still demonic but since you see nothing but darkness you can't see anything.
Scarecrow's POV:
I'm trying, I think it could be working, you stopped screaming but you are still crying, your tears have seeped through my clothes but I feel so bad it doesn't matter. In a way I did this to you, I did this to the most important person in my life. As you cry I feel the guilt rush into me, your body curled up on my lap grabbing onto me like your life depended on it makes me feel so evil, so depraved from any human emotions. How could I let this happen to an angel like you? I look down at you and ruffle your hair with my scarred hands, from years of doing this kind of stuff chemical burns have become common. "Good girl, just stay here." Your breathing is still so heavy but you body is becoming heavier, you are getting tired and relaxing."I'm so afraid...please don't..don't do anything." You say in a soft voice muffled by my body, you rest underneath my chin.
"I won't...I promise you I won't. Just go to sleep. I love you darling." I try to say in as delicate of a voice as I can. I kiss the top of your head, my poor poor angel. My jacket is covering your body like a blanket, you are shaking heavily and your sniffles are very audible. How could I hurt you how, how, how? I rest my head against the concrete wall as I hold you, trying to think about everything. I need to protect you, much better then I have been. I could of lost you today and I still can, I need to spend more time with you. After about thirty minutes I close my eyes and let exhaustion take over me. I fall asleep with you already asleep on my lap, I'd much rather sleep then deal with the emotions.
___________________________________Your POV:
You shift around and yawn, you stretch but your hand stretchand brushed against skin, you open you eyes slowly and look around, nothing but darkness. You move away and then see that you are on Scarecrow's lap, you smile and look up, he is fast asleep, you can't remember anything from the day before, maybe you two got drunk? Anyways you can't remember a thing. You're just glad he's back! He looks so peaceful but you see some scars on his cheeks, they are new and it worries you a little. You stay on his lap, resting you head against his chest and hanging you legs over his, this man means everything to you, not matter how evil he is, you love him. You kiss his cheek softly where the new scar is and you smile after. You shift a little more on his lap and then you can feel his legs moving, he yawns and your heart beats fast, you haven't seen him in a while so you want to talk to him, well you probably talked yesterday but you can't remember.He immediately looks at you, you stare into his heart stopping blue eyes and smile, he looks so concerned. "What's wrong handsome?" You say in a bit of a tired voice, you are still waking up.
"Nothing, nothing. Do you remember anything? His voice is soft, which is very weird even when he is tired his voice is never this soft, it's like he is trying to comfort you, but from what.
"Not really, Is there a reason why?" You stay on his lap, it's so comfortable.
"You don't feel afraid? Everything is fine?" He asks, you are very confused.
"Of course not, why?" You stare at him, what happened? He smiles at you, you are even more confused. He kisses you suddenly, it has so much force behind it it knocks you backwards, you fall onto the concrete floor and he moves on top of you, he keeps kissing you, you blush and when he pulls away you stare at him. "You're being very affectionate what happened?" His body is against yours, your cheeks are bright red.
"Nothing. Nothing at all my love. I'm just very happy I have you in my life." He smiles again and you giggle.
"I'm happy you're in my life to! Never ever leave." You kiss him, your words can't describe how much you missed him. He pulls away and slowly pulls you up off the floor, you two are now sitting on the concrete like earlier.
"I promise, I'll always be here for you darling."
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Small A/N : if you didn't notice but I'm not sure how you couldn't I did something I don't normally ever do, the POV of the person I'm writing for. I normally absolutely hate that but I felt like it fit for this request. Also thank you for the request! If anyone has anymore read the intro for rules! I'm working on a part two for the Robert Fischer imagine and a for the Kitten one and I might do something with Emmet from A Quiet Place Part 2 but it might be a few weeks before something is published.

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