I'm A Stand-In Puppet For His Ex-Lover

CHAPTER 80

It's just that before he could choose the cemetery, he waited for his grandmother's urn.

Qin Zhou looked at the two urns on the table and did not respond.

It was not until He Yang came over that Qin Zhou got up and followed He Yang to the restaurant.

After eating dinner mechanically, I went back to the bedroom and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Everything is still as usual.

Qin Zhou lay on the bed, closed his eyes, and prepared to fall asleep.

He Yang was beside him, his fingertips touched the young man's face, and he whispered: \"Yanyan?\"

Qin Zhou opened his eyes and looked over and smiled: \"I'm fine.\"

Qin Zhou closed his eyes again, lowered his head slightly, buried his head in the quilt, and fell asleep.

He Yang turned off the light and lay beside him, not yet falling asleep.

It didn't take long for He Yang to notice the slight movement from the side, so he leaned over, \"Yanyan?\"

He Yang lifted the quilt a little and saw the young man huddled up on the bed with tears on his face.

He Yang leaned over and kissed the young man's face with his lips.

\"It's alright.\" He Yang comforted, moving his fingertips slightly, wiping the tears from the young man's face.

\"I'm the only one left...\" Qin Zhou reached out and hugged the man on his body, his voice choked up a little, \"I'm a liar...\"

He is a liar.

Even in the end, the grandmother didn't know that the little grandson had actually been in a car accident.

\"I'm the only one left...\" Qin Zhou's emotions were uncontrollable.

\"It's all right.\" He Yang comforted him over and over again, and finally coaxed the person in his arms to sleep.

But when Qin Zhou woke up the next day, the situation got worse.

All day, Qin Zhou sat on the balcony without moving.

Eat nothing, not even drink water.

Like a robot, sitting still.

\"Feast.\" He Yang handed over a bowl of porridge.

Qin Zhou glanced at it and didn't take it.

He Yang put the porridge on the table, sat next to him, and held the young man's hand.

Qin Zhou didn't take it back, he just looked at the hands that the two held together, and suddenly said: \"He Yang.\"

\"It would be nice if I died that day.\" Qin Zhou's voice was very light.

He's an orphan anyway, and it doesn't matter if he's dead.

In this case, at least the one who accompanies grandma is the real grandson.

Grandma has always been thinking about her little grandson, but unfortunately she didn't wait for her little grandson to come back until she left.

\"If it was me who died that day...\" Qin Zhou was a little dazed.

He Yang on the side didn't speak, just leaned over and hugged the young man.

Qin Zhou opened his eyes and felt a warm touch, but he reached out a little and pushed the man away.

Qin Zhou continued to lie on the reclining chair by himself, huddled into a ball, and stopped talking.

Isolate yourself from the outside world.

For several days, Qin Zhou has been in this state, not eating or drinking.

Soon, Qin Zhou's body collapsed, and he developed a high fever and was admitted to the hospital.

After Jiang Lin found out, he came to the hospital to visit Qin Zhou, and sat beside the hospital bed to help peel apples.

\"Brother Zhou, are you okay?\" Jiang Lin asked cautiously.

Qin Zhou leaned on the hospital bed, smiled, and replied: \"Very good.\"

Jiang Lin peeled the apple, cut the apple into small pieces, placed it on a plate, and handed it over.

Qin Zhou had no appetite, but he still took the plate and ate slowly.

\"I asked the doctor before. Grandma is older and it is not easy to get through it.\" Jiang Lin said, \"Brother Zhou, these are normal and all right.\"

\"Yeah.\" Qin Zhou nodded.

He also knew that grandma wouldn't last long, and that birth, old age, sickness and death were normal.

It's just that when he thinks about it, he still feels uncomfortable.

Qin Zhou ate the apple and said in a low voice: \"I'm just not used to it.\"

He spent three years with his grandmother, who was like his family.

In the past, he always wanted to make more money and see a doctor for his grandmother.

But now grandma suddenly left.

It was as if his life had completely lost its meaning, and he didn't know what to do at all.

Qin Zhou said softly: \"I feel that it will be meaningless in the future.\"

After Jiang Lin heard this, he looked at the young man on the bed and suddenly asked, "Brother Zhou, are you sad now?"

Without waiting for Qin Zhou to answer, Jiang Lin said: \"Family or friends leave suddenly, it must be very sad, right?\"

Jiang Lin stretched out his hand and helped Qin Zhou cover the quilt, \"Actually, I'm also very sad.\"

\"You didn't come to me, and you didn't even give me a call.\"Jiang Lin felt a little aggrieved,\"I've been really sad for a long time.\"

\"I'm so sorry, I still dream of you and car accidents at night.\"

At first, he really thought that his sister-in-law had died.

It's not that he can't accept life and death, but he can't accept such an accidental death.

\"Brother Zhou, why didn't you even call me...\" Jiang Lin complained, \"Just send me a message...\"

Qin Zhou opened his mouth and wanted to say something.

But I don't know why, I can't say anything.

Jiang Lin leaned over, hugged Qin Zhou, and said seriously: \"Brother Zhou, why is it meaningless? There are other people who care about you.\"

Qin Zhou hugged the person in front of him, \"I'm sorry...\"