Stuck In Hell With My Enemy

Chapter 28~

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After I went through that annoying process they put a bandage on my hand and now I'm sitting outside of the infirmary, hoping from some good news from the doctor.

I can still hear the fighting going on outside, but I could care less. I need Clara to get better and I need to see her do so.

I slumped my body up against the chair and I bit my lip very hard while my mind continues to ruin me completely.

You should've been watching her better. You could've avoided this whole situation if you would've just killed them all off. You should've been fucking paying attention you stupid fuck. What if she dies? What are you going to do then? Are you going to continue living? How can you continue to live without your lifeline? Fuck! I never told her how I felt. Please make it...

My brain continued to chew me out and I place my head into my hands, hoping for the voices to go away. The guilt continues to eat me alive and I don't know what to do...

The door squeaks open and I jump up immediately.

"Is she okay!?" I know I'm filled with worry and hope and the doctor smiled weakly at me.

"She's okay... she's just going through a really rough time at the moment. She's going to need a while to heal. Her body went into shock and we were able to calm it down, but I think she's really gone through a lot in these past few weeks and it has taken a tole on her body. She's going to be sent to a hospital to be placed into a medical coma. It's what she needs right now. I'm so sorry." He patted my shoulder and left me there... frozen. What she needs!? What she needs!?

The anger ran through my veins and I could feel my bloodlust coming back. Those bastards are going to suffer for what they did to Clara... they fucking will.

I walked away from the infirmary and back to my post. I grabbed every single gun I had up there besides my sniper and I walked down to the ground level. I stepped out of the door and immediately raised my gun. I made eye contact with someone on the other side of the war and the fear that was in their eyes caused a shiver to run down my spine.

"Good bye." I smirked before shooting him in between his eyes. I continued to walk through the bloody "field" and I shot down every single person I could see aiming at me, making sure to use the non-injured hand. The fear that I seen before the lifelessness is the reason I love this so much. I'm a sadistic, murderous, bastard and I will take down every single person in my path, no matter who may wait for them at home.

I made no noise when I quickly reloaded my gun and continued to blow peoples brains out. The smoke around me was causing me to become hard to see by the enemy which gave me the leverage over them. I could see them... but they couldn't see me. I saw red and I wan- no. Need it to be fulfilled.

When one gun ran out of ammo another was pulled out and just as quickly fired as the last one. I could see them backing out. The fear... the death... the losing streak they were having... the men they were losing... caused them to back out and honestly. It should've made me happy, but now my medicine was gone. The thing I needed to cure this bloodlust was gone.

"BACK OUT. BACK OUT NOW!" Their boss called out and they immediately ran away. Pussies.

I looked behind me and the bodies littered the floor. The blood was just oozing out of every single pore on some of our men. I lent down in front of everyone I recognize and I closed their eyes while thanking them for what they did today. It's weird for an assassin to do this, but when you serve in the army... it's best to thank everyone who served by you.

I looked up and I saw fisher and he looked... not so good.

"You okay?" I furrowed my brows and I looked down at what he seemed to be looking at. Julian... fuck... fuck!

"He was the... he was the only one. The only fucking one..." Fisher dropped to the ground and I could see the sadness in his eyes. God damnit!

"Fisher..." I try to console him and he shook my hand away when I placed it on his shoulder.

"Leave me be." He grounded out and I blinked solemnly before nodding my head.

"Yes sir." I walked away and I couldn't believe my eyes... why Julian... he was such a lovely guy and he was just starting to warm up to me and Clara...

Clara!

I ran back to the infirmary and I barged into the room. I looked around for Clara or even a nurse. I was unsuccessful in finding Clara, but I found a nurse.

"Where is Clara Jones?" I panicked and she looked at me for a second before looking back at her chart.

"She was escorted to Saint Mary's Hospital." She said quickly before getting back to what she was doing again.

Fuck me!

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I know you guys are sick of the short chapters, but I'm having a hard time writing and I think a writers block is coming😭

I guess Kylo has some traveling to do. How do you think he's going to react to her being taken away so soon?

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