I sighed and rubbed the bandage lightly. But not roughly, the doctor said that it'll take a week to heal then they can take the stiches out. I would perfer that Carlisle did the patch up but the cullens left. People began to notice that there wasn't any change to the good doctors looks. Age seemed to be nonexistent if people looked at him closer. No one bothered to look any closer, they were just amazed that he hardly changed. The secret that Edward, his model looking sibilings and foster parents Esme and Carlisle weren't human wasn't known to evergone in the world, but that didn't stop me and my sister from noticing right off the bat something was off. The people of forks, bless their hearts thought they were odd. They looked at the cullens lile the locals in New Jersey when they met the Addams family. Bella could never keep a secret that big from me, not even if her life depended on it. But surprisingly they didn't know i knew either. But Bella didn't need to tell them, Alice saw that i knew, but it didn't hurt any less when Edward came over to say good bye.
(Flash back)
Alice hasn't been to school since Bella's birthday. Bella and i were beginning to worry that they left. More like I was beginning to think it was my fault. I pushed Bella out of the way when Edward was going to move her back and away from Jasper, not knowing he was going to push her back to hard and break a glass table. My arm iched all day since then. It iched again when i saw the tips of Edwards designer shoes. I then said as i saw him, feeling deep down in my gut this wasn't going to end like in did before the party. "Your leaving aren't you"? He then said mouth in a light smile in the corners dispite being in a fowl mood. "Let me drive you home". I then said standing up from the side walk and looking at him. "Just say what you need to Edward. (I shrugged my shoulders and try as i might, couldn't squeeze my feelings that i knew that this wasn't going to last down. ) You don't want me as your friend anymore. You want me to forget you ever existed. I won't hear a word from you, that's the best you can do to try and make it the way it was before I moved here with my half sister. Before we met. That you never wanted me as your friend. That im not good enough to be your friend. (I then walked past his frozen frame and said.) I know you have to keep your secret and everything but that's just low". I got into my 1975 Chevy impala my dad Phil got for me when i was 15.
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I then said as i looked at him. "I know that things might one day end the way they did. But you didn't need to play that dam card Edward. I would of kept your existence a secret anyway". I turned the keys and said before i rolled up the window as my engine roared to life. "Do what you must, just say goodbye to Bella before you up and leave us forever. (I pulled out a little and mumbled.) If you really didn't give a dam then you shouldn't of spoken to me the day you returned. I'm a big girl Edward Cullen, im not fragile ". I pulled out of the parking lot and away from the school never looking in the review mirror. Edward could of stopped my car before I even turned on the engine. He could be in the front yard when i arrived home but he wasn't. If he left anything behind to probably explain himself I ignored. He wanted me to forget, so I'm going to move on with my life like he never entered it. Only if was harder to fack when your feelings bleed out from your eyes if anyone knew how to read them.
(End of flash back.)
I finsihed the last sentence on my paper and looked to the empty seat beside me. Bella was declared dangoures to herself and those around her. I wouldn't see her for awhile. Though Edward couldnt read my mind like he couldn't read my sister's, Jasper was another story. He knew i was keeping something hidden from them and try as he might he was barley able to scratch the surface. I rubbed my eyebrow as i stared at my completely finished term paper I done and redone again to be perfect. 'What lies deep within carvens that of which is the heart, for time heals all wounds, love is what makes fresh ones'. It was the reason i was so peaved at Edward, cause i love him. But since he and Bella got together I kept how i truley felt about him down. Mike then said waving his hand over my paper. "Yo, y/n You okay"? Since the sound below my eye was bandaged. It bugged me to no end wjen i couldn't stratch that itch. I recovered and said, since Edward and his family left i thrown myself into work, socializing with my friends more. Anything to keep my mind from going to the cavern of deep love that will make me sob to no end if i let my self even touch it. "Yes, though we don't have to do this paper before we even get ready to graduate, i want to be able to spend some more time with my friends as i can ". Jessica then said as she looked over hers. "Its part of life, be glade your ahead in your school work to have so many breaks while I'm just preparing". I smiled as me and Jessica lightly laughed. We were named valivictorins of our class, and i think it's more than well deserved if the world knew half of what i went through. A vampire hunting my sister and me, the possibility his mate coming back to kill us loming over my head, and me geting injured from her tantrums. I then said as i leaned against my chair and rubbed my forehead. "Life sucks. I feel like i been staring at tricked picture where if you look at it long enough reveals a dolpin, a tree or something". Eric then said. "Why don't we all hang out? Go out to see a movie or something"? Angela then said. "Yeah we haven't hanged put since-". She quietened as they all stared at me
I then said lightly smiling in a way that shows that the tiredness of the work i finsihed dispite what went on in the past few months was getting to me. "You can say the night Bella almost gave me and dad a heart attack. Im not fragile".
That's what i said to Edward months ago. 'Im a big girl Edward Cullen, I'm not fragile'. She then said. "Well we all been swamped. Let's take a break this week end". I then said as i put my paper away. "I am down for what every you guys have in mind". Angela came over with something in her hands. She then said. "How's your eye"? I then said as i looked at her, my eye above the injury has been wanky ever since. I'm probably giving her a tired lazy eye. "How do you think"? She lifted the bandage up carefully and i tried not to flinch, or move the muscle that layed below the injury. She then said removeing the lid of whatever she held in her hand. "This might help reduce the swelling. (She lightly dabbled at and i grimced.) Sorry it if stings". I then said lightly patting her hand in comfert. "Its okay Angela, thank you". Once she was done, the itchiness was gone and i said putting the bandage back on. "That's a great relife what is that stuff"? Angela then said. "I was geting more of this for my sister, terrible acne problem when she breaks them. I figure you might want it incase your injure bugs you". I toke a gental hold of it as i read the label. 'Pain relife cream'. I then said smiling carefully at my bestie. "Thanks Angie".
