BL Oneshots (UNDER EDITING)

A33. What You Deserve (PhaForth)

I can't... I can't do that... Not now... I don't want...

Who cares what you want? You think you're just going to get his care and affection without doing anything in return?

I whimpered louder as i slid to the floor, curling into a small ball.

I covered my ears with my palms as my breathing started picking up.

I can't... I can't please him... My body won't listen... I can't handle that right now... I don't want it...

Then you're not getting anything. He's just going to leave you. Like Caleb did. Because you're nothing more than a burden.

Sobs escaped my lips as i pulled at my hair, trying to shut that voice out.

But it just kept going.
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Pha's pov:

I groaned softly as i was woken up by loud banging on the front door.

What the actual fuck?

I was finally getting some needed sleep after weeks!

Someone better be dying!

I jumped out of bed and combed back my hair as i went to get it.

"PHANA! OPEN UP!" I could hear my neighbor, Bright, yelling from outside.

I frowned and hastened my steps towards the door.

Bright is usually a very calm and laid-back person.

Why is he yelling so urgently?

I swung open the door and there he was.

He looked really anxious and worried.

"Bright, what happened?" I asked also worried now.

"It's Forth. You need to come with me right now." He said quickly.

My heart immediately lurched at the mention of my boyfriend.

I didn't waste a second in putting on slippers and following him out.

Forth, what happened to you?
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I froze in my tracks when i saw the scene in the elevator.

There he was. Sitting on the floor, curled into a ball.

He was pulling at his hair and sobbing while shaking badly.

Win was standing near him in the elevator.

There was a mechanic standing outside looking equally worried.

"We found him like this. He won't respond to any of us. We thought it's best if we let you handle it." Win.

I snapped out of my shock and rushed to Forth, falling to my knees in front of him.

"Forth, can you hear me?" I spoke in a soft tone.

But he didn't seem to hear me at all.

His breathing was erratic.

I put my hands on his hands, which were pulling at his hair.

He immediately pushed my hands away, whimpering loudly.

I was shocked at the reaction and froze for a few seconds as he curled away from me.

He was mumbling something under his breath that i couldn't make out.

I moved a little closer, this time making sure not to touch him.

"... ster... ast... mast..."

I could only make out bits and pieces but that was enough for me to understand what was going on.