Through the window

Twenty six

But now I'm glad he's my friend- which I'd never tell him. Wow I am soppy lately, as soon as Milo became by boyfriend I became all... soft. Ew. It's like I adsorbed all his emotions.

And probably thoughts because I can't seem to stop talking about how he's my boyfriend, which he has done to literally anyone in college today. Even if they asked something as simple as "do you have a pen?" His answer would be, "no, ask my boyfriend he might have one" and finish it off by saying, "did I mention I have boyfriend."

He'd be careful not to say my name though, as I'm not out. It was funny watching his struggle and stutter when the other person asked who that was. "Um, Oakley?" He ended up saying everytime and I couldn't help but laugh at Emmy's reaction.

He's an odd one.

I smile at the thought of it and Emmy squints his eyes at me. "You've gone weird now that you have a boyfriend" I shrug and nibble on a chip. Sometimes I think he can read my mind, but then I think about it and relaise it's because he's quiet most of the time. He observes, and he's good at reading people.

I nudge him with a shoulder as Milo and Darcie sit down at the table With their trays. "Yeah, well your just jealous that I have a boyfriend and you don't" I smile smugly and glance at Milo who reciprocates my look.

Emmy rolls his eyes and throws a rasin at me that hits me on my nose. "No I'm not! I don't want nor need a boyfriend, I don't care about all that- and no i don't care about Okaley like that!" He yells out as he sees me go to speak. He has been saying for a couple days now that he's over Oakley. But we can all see past his bull shit act.

"Hm, but you are gay there's no denying that" he huffs out and throws his hands up.

"No! I'm really not!" He almost shouts, with eyes darting around to see if anyone heard, but because it's Emmy it's not that loud. Then he leans closer to me and whispers out a harsh, "don't scream it jee" I roll my eyes at that. Hes suddenly starting to be quiet about his sexuality, which is odd.

I guess Oakley really hurt him, for not feeling the same way- because he has a girlfriend. That now he is denying even being gay, I sag down at that.

"You're so far in the closet you're in fucking narnia" I roll my eyes and he gasps, I hear Milo and Darcie laughing but unlike Milo, Darcie is trying to conceal hers.

Emmy kicks my foot under the table, "you're one to talk" i snort at that but before I can make any more remarks Oakley comes our way and once he reaches our table he shoves his tray so hard it rattles the table.

"So, I'm gay?" Emmy splutters out a cough and his drink that he was sipping at split all over, getting mostly on me. I gasped and glared at him but he didn't seem sorry, no, everyone's eyes were set on Oakley.

"Huh?" Milo asked and Oakley glares at him.

"You, you big dummy" he hit Milo on his arm, "you're telling everyone we're together" Milo sags down in understanding but soon snorts out a laugh.

"Yeah sorry about that, couldn't throw Harvey under the bus now could i" he takes his glaring eyes off of Milo for a second to glare at me and I grin at him. He huffs and goes to nibbling at his food, which is a change. Normally he wolfs it down in one go.

"What's the big deal, so what if you're gay" Oakley shoves his head right into my face and I stare at him blankly, I see a small mole near his right eye that I've never spotted before. Hm.