Make me Better ~Eddie Munson x Reader~

11. Finally moving on...?

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"I am telling you, I am fucking done with him Nana." I told Laura as I ate some brownies she had baked that afternoon. I was back from school, and I was so ready for a shower and head to bed. She laughed and cheered as she approached me.

"I told you he didn't seem like a good guy. He was using you!" She said to me and I frowned. I never thought of it that way, but what would he gain by using me? I shook my head at her.

"Either way, he likes Chrissy, it's so fucking obvious that I lost Nana." I said trying to hide my anger and sadness. I wanted to cry, feeling my first love going away without even tasting it, but I wasn't going to. She shook her head at me, keeping a smile to her face. She leaned over and rubbed my cheek gently.

"Did you really lose?" She asked me and I rolled my eyes at her. "I think this is good! You can open your arms towards a new love." She said to me and I frowned, looking at her.

"Who?" I asked her and she smirked at me and I widened my eyes as a wince of disgust came on my face. "EW! NO!" I said to her and she shook her head.

"You have no taste in men. That boy is handsome, you just have to admit it." She said to me and I frowned, taking a bite off my brownie. Munson? Handsome? Yeah right. He wears weird clothes, black almost every single day, but it does look rather comfortable. His hair... His hair actually looks nicely treated to my surprise. I always thought that the texture would be hard, like twigs, but honestly... It looked silky and soft. His eyes were dark, unlike Jason's. I preferred light colored eyes of course, but Munson's eyes suited him. His dimples suddenly flashed into my mind. "What are you thinking about?" Nana asked me, and without thinking, I answered.

"Dimples." I said and I widened my eyes as I stared at her and her eyes gleamed with fascination, and she started jumping up and down like a teenager. I tried to stop her, standing up from my stool and grabbing her by the shoulder, desperate for her to not misunderstand as a blush creeped on my cheeks. "NANA, NO! IT WAS JUST A THOUGHT!" I yelled at her and she laughed, still wiggling around.

"You thought about Eddie's dimples!" She said to me and I let go of her, sighing.

"It's the only cute thing he has. Nothing else." I admitted to her, and she smirked at me, patting my shoulder.

"For now, that'll do." I was about to answer her but the doorbell rang. She was about to walk out and I stopped her.

"I'll get it, don't worry." I said to her and walked out of the kitchen, heading towards the door. I opened it slowly, and my eyes widened as I saw the person standing behind the door. "Jason?"

"Hi Y/N..." He said to me, quite shyly. I opened the door all the way, and I crossed my arms over my chest, signaling that I was not going to invite him in.

"Need anything?" I asked him. He was doing the puppy dog eyes and I felt my knees slightly tremble, but I didn't give in.

"I... I'm sorry. The past week I was busy with tryouts, and exams and... Well... Chrissy's situation." He explained to me and I felt a stung on my heart but I kept my composure, fixing my stance. He licked his lips and looked down towards the floor. "I uh... I really am sorry... for ignoring you, but I wasn't the only one going to visit Chrissy! Everyone did!" He explained to me and I felt another stab in my heart. He looked at me with pitiful eyes, and I swallowed the knot in my throat. "I tried to... let her visit you... That's why I went there. I couldn't help it when you told me she didn't let you in." He expressed and I let my arms fall from my chest. I felt a knot in my stomach begin to form as guilt and sadness mixed together. I tried to visit Chrissy at her home but her mother denied my entry on Chrissy's command. My relationship with Chrissy seemed to be over now, and there's really not much I could do.

"You... did that for me?" I asked him and he gave me a small smile and nodded at me.

"Of course..." he said and I couldn't help but smile back at him. I was feeling the butterflies going all over in my stomach, and my heart was jumping up and down in excitement. He rubbed the back of his neck and I noticed nervousness fill his voice. "I uh... actually wanted to... invite you over to my house tonight." He said and I blushed instantly, feeling as if I was going to go into cardiac arrest.

"O-oh... I mean, sure, who's going?" I asked him, wanting to confirm if he actually asked me out or if I was imagining it.

"I was actually... thinking it could be just the two of us?" He said and I wanted to jump up and down from happiness right then and there. I could not believe this is happening, I believed I had no chance at all an hour ago, and now, he is at my door step, asking me out on a date. "So... will you?"

"Yeah... I'll go to your house tonight." I said to him with a wide smile on my face. I just can't help it. He really did ask me out. He smiled at me and nodded, sighing with relief as he clapped his hands together.

"Okay um, I'll go pick a movie up, I'll surprise you!" He said to me and I bit my lip and nodded at him. He leaned over to me and left a small kiss on my cheek. "I can't wait for tonight." He said to me and I felt my breath get stuck in my throat as he walked away towards his car. I have a date with him.

I have a date with Jason Carver.

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End of chapter 11

A/N: To Y/N