Unspeakable

43.

  He always makes the distinction very clearly, and usually never says "go home", but only says "go back", "go back to A Sheng's house", "go back to A Sheng's place".   

  He was afraid that Shen Kanyu would run away, so he quietly installed a positioning software in his mobile phone. Using the software, he quickly located Shen Kanyu's current location - it is a community not far from the hospital, which has not been repaired for a long time. Old and worn out.   

  Gu Yansheng stared at the little red dot on the screen, and chased all the way to the bottom of the building where Shen Kanyu was. As soon as he entered the stairs, a damp musty smell hit his face, making it uncomfortable to breathe.   

  The door on the second floor was not closed tightly, Gu Yansheng held his breath and pushed the door open, and the small room could be seen at a glance.

    The whole room was very dark and damp, except for a small window by the bed, where the afterglow of the setting sun could shine down at this moment.

  Shen Kanyu curled up in the afterglow.

    This is the warmest and safest place for him, where he will not cause trouble to others, and no one will drive him away. If Ah Sheng needs him to go back to do something, he can go back soon.

    This window happened to be facing the direction of Asheng's house, so when you miss Asheng and Tiantian, you can just look here.

    Asheng's house is the place he yearns for the most. There are people he loves the most. Every morning when he wakes up and sees them, he feels very happy and satisfied.

    But there is no place for him.

    He's just annoying when he's there.

    He knows all this.

    Fortunately, he also has a home, a very warm home.

    When the little gourd is born, he can also go home and stay safely until the last day of his life.

    Thinking of this, he felt very at ease, leaning against the wall with his knees hugged, and soon fell asleep.

    ——

    Gu Yansheng has never seen Shen Kanyu sleep so peacefully. He wrapped him in a blanket, and stretched out his hand to test the temperature of his forehead, but he didn't even wake up, just breathing smoothly like that, and fell asleep soundly.

    Gu Yansheng began to look at this room - the size and decoration were very similar to Shen Kanyu's bedroom at home, instant porridge, dried radish and suitcases were all there, almost all the furniture was very close to the bed, but There is a small kitchen.   

  There was a table at the end of the bed, and there was a desk calendar on it, which looked like a gift for buying something. The desk calendar was still in October last year, and he circled it with a pen on October 13th, and wrote "Dad's surgery" Four words. A few leaflets were pressed under the desk calendar.

On them were various part-time jobs and part-time job advertisements. He also circled some of them with a pen. Basically, they were manual jobs with high wages and short hours.

    There is a cardboard box next to the bed, which contains several bags of nutrient solution and syringes, and a wastebasket next to it, which is full of waste paper balls stained with dried blood.

    So the last time he left home, the "going home" he told Gu Yansheng should also be returning here. He spent many days before and after the operation here.