He caressed my arms as he strapped me in, almost as if he was afraid I'd break or disappear.
If this was what it was like to have Jimin as my alpha, I was afraid I'd never be able to give
it up.
When we got to Jimin's place, though, things changed rapidly.
He had been silent the whole
way home but so had I and I thought he'd been floating in the same happy place I had been
but when we pulled into his driveway, he got out of the
truck without looking at me.
He slammed the truck door behind him and I began to wonder if I'd read the situation entirely wrong.
He still came around to my
side of the truck, opening
my door like a gentleman.
My stomach churned as I let
him take my hand.
He helped me out of the truck with a hand on my back that wasn't really necessary but then he turned and walked ahead
of me into the house.
The silence didn't feel comfortable or romantic any longer.
Once we werein his house, I half expected Jimin to turn around
and push me against the door, picking up where we left off, hopefully going much further now that we were alone.
Instead, Jimin seemed almost pissed.
He literally stomped to the kitchen.
Make that definitely pissed.
I followed behind, I'd like to say not meekly but it kinda was.
His anger was a mystery and I hated being in trouble with Jimin.
Even in his strange state, he still went straight to the freezer to grab out a new icepack to swap for the one I still had pressed
to my face.
He never let the details slip by him so he'd probably remember to return the other one to the bar.
I sidled up behind him.
He stood at the sink, wrapping the new icepack in a towel.
Looping one arm around him,
I leaned into him until he could feel my hard-on that hadn't gone down since the bar and kissed his back between his shoulder blades.
"Can't we get back to kissing now?"
He turned around and I tilted
my face upward, ready to get
the night started again but he just stared down at me.
The smile slipped off my face as the moment stretched between us and Jimin did nothing.
His jaw twitched harder.
There was something dark in
his eyes and my heart started beating faster but not in a good way, I could feel this night, this unexpected good turn of events, slipping away from me before
I had even had a chance to embrace it or enjoy it fully.
I knew this wasn't going to
last, I wasn't stupid.
He was so far out of my league
it was embarrassing that I was even standing there trying to hold him in my arms.
Thinking that, I let my arms
fall and stumbled back a step, giving him room.
I crossed my arms over
my stomach.
He didn't try to stop me and in that moment I knew my little miracle had come and gone.
Of course he was waiting for
me to get out, go home, go to sleep and forget this had ever happened.
Who was I to expect more from Jimin than that?
Even the jerks I'd been with before had gotten tired of me, had wanted me gone.
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