?MY LIGHT IN THE DARK ? || JIKOOK ?

17. (M) ?

The soft sweatpants I'd thrown on in a rush without my boxers were a tease on my hard-on.

"I need to feel you." He said.

He strained close and pressed the length of his body against mine, He'd warmed up some and felt amazing under my hands—soft skin over toned muscle.

I could feel his dick, eager and hard, nudging against my hip, and it took everything in me
to hold myself in check.

I wanted to lay him on his back, spread his legs and I shuddered.

How good would it feel to slide into the heat of his body?

Did he slick up a lot or a little?

Would he want my knot shoved deep in his ass?

Would he scream for me, beg
me for it?

God, I want to do everything
to him.

"Baby, I don't—" I started to
pull away, to remind him of my promise to be a gentleman
but Jungkook wouldn't let me.

He cut me off with another blistering kiss making me forget my own name, much less the end of my sentence.

He eased his lips from mine and whispered into the space between our mouths.

"You earned my body years
ago, there's no reason to wait."

"I already know you won't
hurt me."

That was it, that was all of my willpower.

With a groan, I gave in, curling around Jungkook's lithe body
and pulling him to me in a hungry kiss.

I held on tightly to my control but barely, exploring his mouth more deeply than I'd allowed myself to so far.

I fucked my tongue between
his lips and he whined, low in
the back of his throat.

It was as if we were both trying as hard as we could to become one body, to sink so deeply inside the other that nothing
ever separate us. He closed his eyes and arched under me.

I propped myself up on my elbows so that I wasn't dropping all of my weight onto him and tried not to turn this into a frantic session of fast rutting, even though my stomach was tight and my entire groin
tingled with the urge to come.

He began clawing at my clothes, trying to burrow under them to my skin and I enthusiastically helped him, quickly stripping from my clothes and joining
him naked under the covers.

Skin against skin was all I could feel as we tangled with each other.

There was no part of me that was not touching Jungkook
and vice versa.

I slid my thigh between his legs and he gripped my shoulders
so hard it hurt a little, his clear green eyes closing.

With his face flushed and his sweet scent swirling in the air around me, he looked so ready for sex, smelled so ready for my knot.... I wanted to give it to him.

We mapped each other's bodies, running our hands up and down.

I caressed down along the curve of his ass and the exhilaration
of it had my dick straining up toward my belly button, kissing his stomach with precum that quickly got slick and sticky between us.

"Can I?" I whispered, teasing
my fingers down into his crack, but not to his hole.

I wanted that. Needed the okay to feel right about this.

Jungkook squirmed and laughed and nodded.

Good enough.

I eased my fingers down and played with his hole, worked
my middle finger in.

There wasn't a ton of slick there but it was enough to get an easy slide in and out for my middle finger.

My breath rushed out of me and I worked my whole finger in.

He buried his face against my neck and moaned while he rubbed his hard-on against my thigh. Heat spiraled in my gut.

I eased my finger out when the pressure and friction of his moving body sent a shockwave of pleasure through me.

Soon we were grinding against each other like two high school kids in the back seat of a car
and yet it was still the best I'd ever had. I think I was still shocked this was happening.

Disbelief that we were really here together, kept me staring at his face and gripping his waist tight.

Everything felt so good already, but I wanted to make our first time perfect for him.

He moaned loudly and I could hear the desperation in his
voice as he pressed himself against me.

Rolling away for a split second,
I reached into the bedside
table and pulled out my lube.

I never thought I'd be using
this with this man and I took a moment, leaning over him on
the bed, to gaze into his beautiful face and thank the universe
for the gift of this man.

Jungkook smiled up at me and tilted his head like he was trying to figure me out, I loved seeing some happiness on him.

The lust in his eyes was joyful and free of the worry that had been clouding them all day.

This sweetness between us
was why we were important enough to fight for.

I wanted to fuck him but was worried I was too far gone to make it good on his end, so I lubed my hand and reached down to take us both together.

The feel of him against me for the first time was another lightning bolt to the spine.

I wondered if it would ever
stop the feeling of electricity between us.

I hoped it wouldn't but at the same time, it was so intense I wasn't sure I'd survive much more.

"Faster, Please."

Jungkook gasped on a moan
as I stroked us both toward completion.

I bit my lip as I neared my orgasm, determined to make sure Jungkook came first, to
be focused enough to see the
face he made as he let go and accepted the pleasure I gave him.

In the end, I couldn't wait and we came together, both of us shooting scalding jets of cum onto each other's stomachs.

I'd never been one for skipping clean up before but right then I loved the way we had marked each other so I pulled Jungkook close as his breathing evened, willing us to stick together through the night.

To wake up with Jungkook in my arms was so wonderful I almost forgot the circumstances that had led to him temporarily moving into my home.

Remembering the threats, the violence, the fear and the wonderful moment we'd shared together after all of that, I hugged him even closer to me.

I spent a good while wallowing
in the fact that he was here
safe in my bed.

Jungkook shifted, waking up slowly. He blinked up at me
and smiled when our eyes met.

As suddenly as it had with me,
I saw his memories return, saw him remember everything.

I opened my mouth to comfort him again, to tell him I'd keep him safe but he beat me to it.

"I'm sorry I was so needy."

He made to move away from
me, as if he thought him
cuddled up to me was a burden
I would want to escape.

I pulled his sweet, sleep-warmed body back tight against me.

"I want to be needed by you."

I could see that he didn't believe me yet but I could also see
that he was ready to want to.

Jungkook stared at me as if he would like to say something.

I waited but he said nothing.

Instead, he thanked me for keeping him safe and then snuggled back up against my body, tucking his head under
my chin.

"Thank you." he said quietly.

"Stop that." I whispered into his hair before cuddling back with him, closing my eyes once more.