The next chapter of Timeless. Years have passed, and many things have changed. The characters will embark on the adventure of a lifetime, but can they handle the powerful entities from the Netherworld?
As all of this was happening, my uncle turned out to be a complete liar and he and my aunt were and still are going through one of the nastiest divorces I've seen. It really took a toll on me. And especially on my classes. I had been having a hard enough time bouncing from medicine to medicine, none of them working and some making me extremely sick to the point where I was having whole-body tremors and black-out spells during class and had to leave.
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I nearly committed suicide in October. I was going to overdose on my ADHD medication and just didn't think I could do it anymore. I was beyond exhausted on every level and just didn't see a way out.
Luckily my friends and family were able to talk me out of it and bring me through to the other side, but it's been rough.
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To backtrack just a bit, near the beginning of the semester, I hadn't been able to make it to one of my astronomy class meetings, since I was moving my stuff from my house into the hotel. I explained the situation I was in and the reasoning for my not being there on the class group chat that had been set up, and my classmates assured me that they would relay any information about assignments to me. I thanked them, and kept chatting back and forth with this one person in particular.
I was up doing homework, but at this point it was nearly 1 in the morning. The person that kept chatting with me ended up private messaging me since he didn't want to keep blowing up everyone else's phones in the group since it was 1 in the morning lol. We made small talk and he even offered to bring me energy drinks or coffee if I were to need it.
I thought it was super sweet, but I was also a little suspicious because any time a dude started talking one on one with me like this unprompted usually ended badly. I was also just finally starting to be satisfied in being single and learning to love myself and my freedom from worrying about having or finding a relationship.
Well. I'll tell you how that went.
This past Friday, the 7th, was our 6 months. And let me tell you guys, never in a million years did I ever think I would ever be as happy as I am with this man.
I was with my ex boyfriend for longer than this, and yet Justin (my boyfriend now) seems to know me on such a deep level, and has even been to Disney with me and my family. (It was literally such an awesome trip, I was so happy he got to come).
But yeah, he's literally been the thing helping me hold on and push through this whole time. I never thought I'd be this happy and find someone who I can TRULY be myself with, and who made me feel safe and at home. Because up until this point, I had a crippling fear of intimacy with anyone. I guess because my other relationships have ended with my exes ex-communicating and acting like I don't exist anymore. (Which honestly in certain cases, is probably a good thing). But yeah, he helped me overcome that fear and I'm just shocked by the progress I've made in letting myself trust another person how I trust him.
Anyway, speed running this next bit.
Around Halloween, I actually got to see Beetlejuice the musical live in New York before it closed, also got to see my art piece on the Marquis wall (it's the piece with Beej hovering over the set), and happened to run into Alex Brightman after the show (he didn't stage door that night) and got to give him a drawing I had done. (Ignore how bad I look in this photo, I was trying not to cry and piss myself)
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