I'm...swap gaster?

Just some gazing and thinking and some serious talk?

Asper shrugged at that, "that's fine."

"So your like me. Emotionless right?" Fresh titled his head.

"...apathetic is more of the correct turn, and even then, it's more of me not understanding emotions or knowing if I feel anything, or recognize what I feel if I do feel it. Most of the time anyways, only intense emotions like sorrow or rage, I can understand a little bit. If only because I either cry, or I'm likely to hit someone due to rage." Asper responded back.

Fresh let out a hum at that, "ah so not completely like me then. That's fine."

Asper hummed a bit as he noticed fresh dropping the 90's language a bit but didn't say anything.

"So what's with the acting then?" Fresh asked sounding curious.

Asper let out a small huff, "well how else am I supposed to teach my kids how to smile and be happy and themselves? Besides I don't want them doubting that I care for them. I do, don't know about love since I can't recognize it or feel it. But I do care about them."

Fresh leaned back against a wall, "you'll know they are going to find our sooner or later. Can't keep it hidden from a butch of genius's forever after all. Though they do overthink and won't think of something's, that's a flaw with geniuses."

Asper just relaxed a bit, "yes I know, everyone has a flaw, wether they care about it or not, who knows. No one is perfect after all. Some don't even realize they have a flaw, but it's fine, that just makes everyone so unique. Different flaws, different unique people or monsters. It's all...so interesting...I suppose my flaw is not understanding emotions or knowing if I feel it, but that just makes me unique and special in my own way."

Asper put one hand up to his chest area, "who cares what others think or believe in, if it hurts you, then do something about it. If it doesn't suit you, then leave, if your own friends or family don't support you for being you, then they can screw off and you can leave. But unlike some people, I care and will support my kids in whatever they want to be or do while they grow up. I won't be like some people or monsters in that aspect. Some people just don't deserve it. If someone's toxic, just leave or unfriend them depending who it is. At least that's what I think, people don't always think logically after all."

Fresh hummed at that, "interesting thought process..."

"Of course, since I don't recognize or know what I feel, if I feel it, I can easily leave the toxics and those who don't support me whenever I want, or even immediately. But that only happens if I recognize it happening, I sometimes don't, unfortunately, so it might take a while to leave them behind, but I eventually do when I recognize it. Though I do wish I could tell if I was feeling anything and recognize what it is." Asper let out a huff.

Fresh just nodded at that, "interesting...anything else that goes on in your mind?"

"Of course, I may not understand people or their actions most of them time, but that's because it's acted on with emotions, something I don't understand. But I will at least try to understand unless I already think it's justified or so...every flaw, is like a star, to me, every star is different, non are the same, but that just makes everyone so unique, I know I repeated myself, but I can't help it, everyone..is just so..different..unique in their own ways, I can't help but find it fascinating, if I can meet everyone and see it all, that would be lovely, but of course I can never do so, there is too many in the world for me to do so. But I can only hope and wish so." Asper sat down a bit as he was talking, a small smile appearing on his face.

Fresh just listened in on what Asper was saying, just a tad bit curious now, maybe he should go out and explore again, meet new people, if they are as unique and fascinating as Asper thinks, maybe he'll have to become friends with them to see it as well.

Fresh thought to himself as Asper continued to talk.

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Finished with 1543 words, hope you all like and comment what you think.

And yes, the part about the flaws and uniqueness, I did say that, but I do find it very curious and interesting how everyone is so different.

And sorry if it made you upset or anything.

But I wrote that for a reason, I do wish I could meet everyone to, everyone is unique and different and has their own flaws but that just makes it so great, that just makes you, so unique.

It doesn't matter if someone told you your not unique or anything like that, everyone is different and is very unique. No person is the same after all.

Ja ne~!

Ink, fresh, error
Underswap, Gaster/ asper, sans/whisp, Papyrus/mist
Undertale, Gaster/prime, sans/classic, papyrus/Cyprus
Underfell, Gaster/fell, sans/red, papyrus/edge
Outertale, Gaster/nebula, sans/outer, papyrus/galaxy
Underswap (other au) Gaster/swap, sans/blueberry, papyrus/stretch
Swapfell, Gaster/gin, sans/BlackBerry, papyrus/rus
Fellswap, Gaster/silver, sans/black, papyrus/gold
Reapertale, Gaster/hades, sans/reaper, papyrus/grim
Aftertale, Gaster/barren, sans/geno, papyrus/void
Epictale, Gaster/chronic, sans/epic, papyrus/Titan
Xtale, sans/cross
Horrortale, Gaster/Saturn, sans/horror/Mars, papyrus/Jupiter
Dusttale, Gaster/ash, sans/dust, papyrus/phantom
Killertale, sans/killer, papyrus/Angel (ghost papyrus), Gaster/butcher/butch
Dreamtale, Dream, nightmare

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