Enemies to lovers |??? ???????

                 TW: Sh/alcohol/killing

(Flashback) ? POV:

I saw her leaving her room. That was my perfect chance.

I grabbed her pushing her to the floor. She tried to scream, but I covered her mouth quickly.

"Don't you fucking dare say a word" I said.

"ARE YOU A PSYCHO YOU RUINED MY AND MY KIDS LIFE. WHAT ARE YOU DOING." She screamed in my face.

Ruined? I don't think so. They needed a man in that house to hold them tight without doing something stupid.

I slapped her across the face making her gasp.

I got my gun out and shot her right in the stomach. After that I ran away.

                  END OF FLASHBACK

It's been 3 days since my mother passed away. We still don't know what had happened, but I've been depressed since then. The only thing we know is that they had found a bullet in her stomach. Tom has been trying to cheer me up, but in no use.

Carlos hasn't left his room since then. Neither have I.

I decided to get up from bed to go to the store. I put on some sweats and a t-shirt with a zip up hoodie over.

I got out of the house trying to keep quiet so I don't wake anybody up. I got to the nearest store and went in.

I quickly headed to the cashier.

"Hello I want a malboro red" I said

The cashier nodded and scanned the pack of cigarettes.

"Anything else?" She asked.

"Yeah, mm give me a bottle of Smirnoff"

She scanned the bottle and gave it to me. I payed and left the store. As soon as I left the store I opened the bottle drowning the alcohol.

I got home and went in the bathroom deciding to take a shower.

I sat in the bathtub grabbing the bottle drinking more. Tears starting streaming down my cheeks. One after another. I couldn't help it.

I drank the whole bottle smashing it on the ground. I hugged my legs my tears covering my whole face.

Tom's POV:

I woke up and looked around seeing that Astoria was not in bed. Suddenly I heard a loud sound coming from the bathroom.

I quickly got up running towards the bathroom.

Astoria's POV:

I looked at the smashed peaces of glass on the floor.

"Do it" my brain was telling me.

"No.."

"Do it"

"No" I screamed.

"I know you want do it"

"NO, I DON'T" I screamed tears starting to cover my face again.

I looked at the peaces again then at my left hand.

I grabbed a peace of glass placing it right on my left arm. I started cutting right next to my veins. My hands were all in blood.

Suddenly Tom barged in.

He looked shocked at first then scared.

Before I could say anything he hugged me tightly not wanting to let go.

I didn't want to let go either. A hug is what I needed even if it's not enough.

He let go holding my face in his hands.

"Darling why are you doing this?" He asked in a calm voice.

I kept quiet trying to avoid eye contact.

I knew he knew why I was doing this, but never imagined me to do it. I've never felt this low in my whole life.

He gave me a peck on the lips before speaking.

"Liebe I know it's hard for you after this whole thing happening, but I promise you it gets better you will get better, don't fall this low. I'll always be there for you remember, you can always tell me if you're not okay, you don't have to suffer alone." He stopped. "I love you." He finished kissing me on the lips.

We separated and I gave him a little smile.

"Now let's get you out of here" he said giving me his hand.

I got out of the bath heading to the room with Tom's arms wrapped around me.

He helped me get dressed up and made me sit on the bed as he left the room.

He came back with bandages in his hands. He squatted down taking my left arm looking at the cuts.

He wiped the blood off and put the bandages over then gave me a kiss on the hand.

God what would I do without him.

We laid back in bed covering ourselves with the blanket.

"Do you want to watch a movie?" He asked me.

I nodded and snuggled into his chest, his right arm wrapping around me.

In the middle of the movie I saw him asleep. I carefully removed myself from his grip and headed to the balcony.

I pulled out a cigarette out of my pocket, grabbing my lighter.

I tried lighting it up, but couldn't.

God I hate this fucking lighter.

"You want mine?" I heard a voice from behind me making me turn around.

It was Carlos. I nodded and he came closer to light my cigarette.

"Didn't know you were smoking" he stated once again.

"You don't know many things about me" I replied not making eye contact.

"Sure I do, but I'm not here for a little chitty chat I wanted to talk to you" he said making me turn all my attention to him.

I turned my head around now facing him. I nodded for him to continue.

"I wanted to let you know that I'll be here in every mood. You can always talk to me. I know we have not been so nice to each other and don't tell this often, but I love you. You're my little sis and I'll always be here when you need me." he said giving me a hug.

I hugged him back some tears streaming down my cheeks.

"I love you too" I replied.

We separated and headed inside. He gave me a kiss on the forehead and we headed towards our rooms.

I quietly opened the door not wanting to wake Tom up.

I saw him sleeping. He looked so cute while sleeping.

I got in bed next to him snuggling into his chest closing my eyes.

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