Your Bully (Felix ff)

~Part 14~

We all laughed then made pancakes to eat

Time passed as i told them i was going out. I didn't told them were i was going

I got to the beach to walk to think about me and felix

It was all very bad what would happen to us if we were together I don't know... Everything came so fast i don't know if i should trust him

Like i think if i trust him a camera will pop out of nowhere and it will show my ugly face kissing him... Its so so complicated I can't understand

Does he actually like me?

Some hours passed i thought i should go home but when i returned my head i saw i was lost... I decided to call someone with my phone but i remembered i forgot it home

No no no no no THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING....

I was so lost i started crying when i saw a man to ask him to get me there

Y/n: Ms can you please show me the road for the hotel **?

Ms: are you lost little lady?

He grabbed my hand.. the guy wasn't in my age he looked like 65?

Y/n: please help me yeah i am lost

His hand got upper going to my shoulder i was feeling very uncomfortable trying to remove it but his grip was too tight.

He was trying to kiss me but i stepped but until

Ms: LET-

I couldn't feel his hands anymore thinking what stopped him.. i opened my eyes and i saw felix looking like a maniac

Felix: PERVERT

he turned to me

Felix: AS FOR YOU Y/N, WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LEAVE WITHOUT SAYING WHERE YOU WERE GOING OR WITH WHO YOU WERE GOING... ARE YOU THAT DUMP AND STUPID LEAVING ME GETTING WORRIED ?? DID YOU KNOW WHAT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU IF I DIDN'T FOLLOWED YOUR STEPS ???? HE COULD RAPE YOU OR EVEN KILL YOU... YOU ARE SO USELESS YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ALONE. NEXT TIME I WON'T LET YOU GO OUT IF YOU DON'T TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE GOING OR WITH WHO

He grabbed very aggressively my hand making it hurt

Y/n: felix it hur-

FELIX: SHUT IT, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR A WORD COMING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH

I let a tear come out... I was so sad i shouldn't accept him

When we reached the dorm he finally let my hand and i ran to my room

I started crying locking my room not wanting him to hear me...

Felix:y/-

Y/n: LEAVE NOW

I heared him leaving

After some hours i was very very hungry

I got to the kitchen trying to find something to eat... Literally felix was gone. Until i heared some sobs from his room

I got closer hearing him talking to hyunjin

Felix: I CALLED HER USELESS HYUNJIN SHE WON'T TRUST ME NOW I AM A BASTARD....

Hyunjin: try apologizing bro

Felix: SHE WON'T HEAR MEEE I- I I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...

Hyunjin: dont be sad felix hyung... Come on cheer up

Felix: HOW CAN I BE HAPPY WHEN I HURTED BADLY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE... BUT I WAS SO WORRIED I CALLED MINHO AMD I.N IF SHE WAS WITH THEM I ALSO CALLED CHAEWON AND YUJIN AT LEAST I FOLLOWED HER ON TIME BUT MY WORDINESS WAS TOO MUCH HYUNJINNNN

he said crying even louder

I got to my room i couldn't hear more...

I ate some food from yesterday

After 2 hours
6:30 pm

I heared a knocking on my door

Y/n: come inn

I saw felix holding a bucket of flowers and chocolates in his hands

Felix: y/n i apologize for calling you useless and stupid i apologize for grabbing you hand very strong i apologize for shouting at you i apo-

I hugged him

He let all the stuff to fall to hug me

Felix: i am sorry y/n

Y/n: give me time felix

Felix: i will give you as much time as you want I'll wait for you

Y/n: thanks for all that stuff

He gave me the bucket of my favourite blue roses

Y/n: you remembereddd
I said sniffing them

He let tears fell out of his eyes...
Poor thing he was very worried for me.

Y/n: don't cry pls..

He looked so sad

Felix: pls trust me i am not that bad i was just very very worried i called all your friends... I was nervous that someone kidnapped you

Y/n: don't worry as i have you no one can kidnap me

He put me in his chest

Felix: As long as I live, no one can touch you, do you listen to me, NO ONE

I liked the way he was trying to protect me... So it was time to say it

Y/n: felix

Felix: hmm

Y/n: i love you...

To be continued...
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