MY FUTURE IS ONLY WITH YOU

HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF

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Raghu entered the room, he sat by her side, slowly smoothing her hair back, he took her hand and kissed softly, "I'm sorry.. Sorry.. Honey.. I'm really sorry...." He cried..

He had no care about rest of the world, if something were happen to her.. He will do anything to bring her back.. He had no regrets..

She stirred open her eyes when she heard his sorrowful plea.." Raghu?"

He didn't even realise that she is awake already, as he continues to mumble, "I'm sorry honey.. I'm sorry.."

Saira had no energy but she had no idea why her husband is behaving like this, "Raghu look, I'm fine.. Please don't cry."

He stopped, he looks at her with sad face, "I caused you so much pain... I.. I.."

Saira smiled, "No.. Honey please look at me.. A carrying and giving birth to our baby isn't something that I didn't want. He is symbol of our love, a mother will tolerate any kind of pain for her child. Why are you blaming yourself?"

He shook his head, murmured in a low voice," You don't know.. You know nothing about me.. "

Saira asked him gently," Then why don't you tell me? "She always knew that he had something he had hidden..

"I.. I lived twice, Sai.. This is my second time living. In my first life.. I died in an accident, return back in time.." He looked at her, but she keep listening.

"When I get grasp of my unnatural situation, I tried best to save my mother.. Because she died to bring me into this world.. I killed her.. I was willing to give up anything for her sake.." He said honestly.

Saira gulped hearing it,"Raghu.."

He gripped her hand tightly, "I was in same position to make the same decision." She didn’t speak or move, and just looked straight at him, trying to understand what he is trying to convey..

"If I had lost you.. Because of our child.. I could've never bring myself to look at that child.. That's why... Sai... Just blame everything on me.. I chose this to happen.." He said with so much difficulty.

Saira couldn't hold back her tears, she know what he is trying to say.. Yet she is still in denial," Raghu.. My.. My baby?"

" Our baby have passed away. " He said expressionlessly, the hand he held in the palm of his hand shrank. "No.." She trembles.. "It can't be.." She holds his shirt, "THIS CAN'T BE TRUE! MY BABY IS NOT DEAD!" She screamed before fainting.

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Raghu comes out while Doctor is checking on her condition, he saw his mother, giving him a sad look.

"Maa.. I.." He struggled to find a right word..

Khushi shook her head, there is no need for him to explain anything.. She know, he will blame himself for everything.. Just cause he had changed the past..

Khushi hugged him and soothe his pain away, "Raghu.. Beta, life and death never in hand of us.. Time will heal everything.. Trust me.."

But both of them know, a mother can never forget her child... The most sincere and purest love is of a mother's.

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Two days later...

Saira was brought home by Khushi and Arnav, Varsha hugged her and welcomed her in, all they wished for was for her to heal, both in health and emotionally.

Saira was taken to her room, her eyes darken when she noticed the crib in her room was removed.. "Where is it?" She asked in anger.

Varsha was surprised to see witness Sara's anger.