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Right.. he wanted to kiss his younger brother-- well soon to be but isn't it wrong? What will their parents think? It's so fucking wrong. Then why can't he just say a fucking no and step away, let go of the younger?

" b-but.. "

But what? He forgot! He fucking forgot his excuse when he saw the younger licking his lips wetting it making it shine deliciously.

' think Sunoo think! ' he racked his brain to come up with anything to stop this madness.

But the younger's patience was running thin and he groaned before crashing his lips on the older's, taking him by surprise.

Fucking hell?

Their lips fits so perfect, too perfect that it was addicting.. but it couldn't last long when the front door unclocking sound was heard along with quick footsteps followed by their names being called.

Sunoo's eyes grew big as he pushed the younger who let go of his lips with an annoyed expression.. yh he was feeling it too but he was mostly glad that they got interrupted.

With all honesty he wanted to feel this kiss as much as possible but at the same time they shouldn't be doing this. It's fucking wrong!

He had no guts to look at the younger in his eyes so he chose the safest option that is to fleet the scene and pretend all this madness never happened.

It wasn't even a kiss, their lips just made a little contact but they never moved it so it can't be considered as a kiss right?

Well he was trying to think of any excuse to make him feel less guilty but in the back of his head he was dying to feel those lips again and explore them properly.

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Delicious aroma of freshly cooked food filled the room as their family cook placed the mouthwatering dishes on the big dinning table and another maid helped her to set the table perfectly.

Various dishes such as double smoked salmon with horseradish cream, chicken with masala risotto, Caesar salad, Shrimp Linguine with Chorizo and blackberry-lime Porch punch was placed on the big dinner table waiting to be devoured but Sunoo have no appetite to eat any of this as his mind was still stuck on their kiss-

' no it was not a kiss! ' he screamed in his head but flinched when he felt a touch on his knuckles.

" honey why are you not eating? "

Asked his mom while looking at him worridly, he felt guilty for making his mother worried so he gave her a warm smile it was a forced one but at least he tried.

" Nothing mom just was thinking about University and stuff "

He lied and he could see the younger eyeing him blankly. He gulped when he felt the younger's heated gaze on him. He wanted to disappear and never come back.

" aw Sunoo that can wait ok? Eat first the food is getting cold. "

Said the older man while smiling at him makes him instantly nod. The room fell back into silence with only utensils clattering sounds filling the room occasionally as they all ate their food in silence.

' quit staring '

Sunoo shouted in his head when he was unable to shake the latter's intimidating stare on him. Like what's worng with this guy? Staring at him while his parents are around.

" Ni-ki did something happened between you and Sunoo? You have been staring at him? "

Shoot!

His mother asked the younger who gaze at her warmly totally opposite to how he was looking at Sunoo this whole time.

Sunoo was mentally cursing the younger and was scared as hell about what he will answer. He have zero faith in that stupid guy to be honest.

" Sunoo hyung is very beautiful just like you mom "

Ni-ki started and Sunoo swore his heart stopped. Is he flirting with his mother now? He called her mom on top of that... also did he just called him beautiful--

' don't blush don't blush '

He chanted in his head as he stare at his half empty pasta plate that now looked more entertaining than anything.

" aw how sweet. Sunoo darling Ni-ki is complimenting you see how cute! "

His mom cooed and he gave her a small smile before shooting a forced one at Ni-ki who smirked at him openly.

" Aw seems like he is just shy haha "

Ni-ki's dad joked and his mother and Ni-ki laughed like it was the funniest shit to even exist.

Anyways gladly dinner ended sooner as Sunoo made excuses like he gotta study for a test ( he don't have any ) and he has some pending assignments to take care of and excuses himself earlier than others.

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Sitting on his soft and cozy bed he hugged his knees before dialling the only person he could think of to rant about Ni-ki now.

He connected his phone to his airpods and plugged them in his ears before tossing his phone away.

He closed his eyes and leaned his head back on the velvety headboard of his bed waiting for the younger to pick up but to his dismay the latter never answered the call.

A small pout formed on his lips and he decided to sleep instead.

Turning off all the lights of his room except the night light he fell back on his bed closing his eyes listening to his own heartbeat he should have felt calm but what he was feeling was far from the calmness he was expecting.

His mind was messed up and so his heart, the storm inside him was so intense he was having trouble thinking straight.

When he closed his eyes the first thing he saw was the younger's eyes. He have a lot of say about them and how they make him feel weak at times, then those lips and how they felt so amazing on his even if it lasted for a short while, the way the latter held him tightly so close to himself and the way his body heated up under his every single touch.

He was thinking and feeling every single thing one should never think about their family members more precisely his soon to be step brother.

Step or not brother is brother

And he needs to get his mind straight before he do something that he will regret and will ruin his family.

There are two options;

First, talk to Ni-ki and get him to understand why they can't do this what they were about to do and what the consequences could be of their racklessness.

Second if he will still not understand then avoid him at any cost even if it makes everything between them awkward which isn't any different than now.

" okay Sunoo tomorrow let's try to fix things staring with getting that shithead's head out of garbage "

He made a self note and with that he decided to try to fall asleep and not think about his stupid soon to be step brother at all.

Keyword - try

To be Continued