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He knows he wants to kiss the younger, kiss the person he was supposed to treat as his younger brother, even not by blood or flesh but he was supposed to be his younger brother on family register soon.

Yet he pushed those thoughts out of his brain and tilted his head 80°

Ni-ki waited and waited for the kiss but it never came as the older suddenly pulled away and walked out of his room leaving him frozen there.

' what? '

He frowned as he questioned what just happened.

No way Kim Sunoo tried to kiss him after saying a big fat no to his face.. but then he didn't and backed away at the last moment.

He couldn't help but groan.

" what is this torture?! "

He sighed and closed his text books before making his way to his bed. He was going crazy and he needs to sleep it away otherwise he will end up in the older's room again.

Unsetting the older was the last thing he wants.

While Ni-ki was having trouble to sleep Sunoo in his room was losing it.

He dropped himself on his bed and screamed in his pillow. He tried he fucking tried but ended up looking like a creep and dumbass who can't decide and is a confucked bastard.

What does he want? He don't know. All he know is that he wanted to kiss Ni-ki right then and there.

He was dying to kiss, but he was afraid.

" Kim Sunoo you....... ugh "

He ruffled his hair in annoyance and frustration and looked at Kale who was staring at him in boredom.

" Kale should I try kissing Riki again? "

And Kale flatter his tongue out and Sunoo took it as an answer.

" I should "

Call him crazy but it's a need, a need to feel the younger's lips no matter what their relationship is currently. He don't give two fucks about it.

People may call him weirdo or creep but that's for later.

For now he needs to Kiss Nishimura Riki.

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It's easier to say than done.

Everyone used to say that until Sunoo felt it in his bones. He tried kissing the younger everytime they were left alone, like breakfast time, after he returns from his university, tutoring time... yet he couldn't.

He was scared what if the younger will not like it, what if he is stepping up his boundaries that he himself set the day they really kissed.

All he understood after all this time is.. he have a crush on his soon to be younger brother.. he likes Ni-ki so much.. so much that he wants to kiss him but he can't because he is a coward.

So here he is sitting beside the younger one in his room with textbooks and notebooks sprawler on his desk.

He very much felt the need to look at the younger when their hands touched or when their thighs touched, every little contact of their skin leaves him wanting more so he gave in

" Riki "

He softly called the younger who was solving maths equations he gave him earlier. The younger stopped whatever he was writing and looked at the older who called him out of blue.

Something about the older's gaze shifted something in him as he gulped to wet his dried throat.

Sunoo sucked a deep breathe as he leaned in, this time grabbing the back rest of the younger's chair who looked at him with desire filled eyes.