Spade (MxM)

Chapter 72

He looked at Spade, uncertain if it was a good idea to ask him.
"What is it"? Spade asked seeing the confusion and questioning look in his eyes, the doubt swirling in them

He didn't think Nate would agree to go out with him, but he had to try, he could feel his heart thump when he asked him, he was already expecting a no and another outburst from Nate but he was surprised again by the young man.

Even though his face was stoic and blank, he could feel the tiny flame of excitement bubbling inside of him.
"Nothing" Nate mutttered, quickly looking away from him, he fought the urge to turn Nate's face to look at him and ask him what was wrong
"I just... I wanted to ask about the party last night, but never mind" he muttered making Spade to run his tongue on his lips, Nate wasn't looking so he missed that action.

"I'll explain to you everything that happened last night" he muttered making Nate look at him, his brown eyes lighting up with curiosity and doubt.

"Really"? He asked almost gleefully and Spade just nodded, trying to keep the smile tugging at his lips at bay, the way Nate was already showing signs of excitement was warming and felt good to know he sparked that reaction in Nate

"Yea, later today when I come to pick you up, I will explain everything to you" he muttered and Nate just nodded

"Okay" he whispered, the car suddenly going silent as both of them stared at each other.
Like they were in a trance, either of them looked away.
Spade felt his hand twitch, now that Nate was awake, he wanted to run his hands through his hair like he did last night, he wanted to know if Nate would feel good or if he would reject it and push Spade away.

The air got thick and tense, Nate didn't know why he didn't look away from Spade's piercing gaze, maybe because he liked the feeling of having Spade's eyes on him, he liked the way it made him sweaty, his palms clammy and moist.
He liked how his breath was stolen away with just one glance, one look from grey, attractive, consuming, alluring eyes.

Was he crazy?
What is he doing looking into Spade's eyes like that.
Yes he liked it but he didn't know if Spade appreciated him being so bold.
He quickly looked away, making Spade to miss the warm feeling Nate's eyes gave him.
He clenched his jaw, watching as Nate pulled at his tie
He was putting on his tux from the previous night, even though Spade had offered him his clothes, the tank top and the joggers.

"I should go" he muttered and Spade just nodded his head in agreement before Nate pushed open the door and stepped out of the car.

Spade watched his back as he walked into the building.
He put his car on and drove out of the building, heading back home.

Nate walked into the building, it was quite as always, except for the security guy at the desk, he gave the man a curt nod before walking past him and going towards the elevator

He pressed it open and walked in, pressing the button for his apartment floor, he shoved his hands into his pants pocket while waiting for it to move up.
He looked at his own reflection from the elevator doors.
He looked exhausted, he kept having nightmares last night, and they were all terrible.

He sighed out, his mind going to his somewhat conversation with Spade.
He shouldn't be thinking about it too much but he was, it was on his mind like a plague, eating deep inside.

He didn't know what it meant for him or for both of them
Spade wanting to start over, did it mean they'd be friends now?
Or was is just some kind of truce between the both of them?
He really wanted to know.

And maybe, just maybe then he'll understand why he was attracted to Spade, something that he didn't think could happen, it wasn't a possibility he ever considered, not with anyone and certainly not with someone like Spade.