LOVE GAME | Vsoo

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I nodded my head. "Sure"

"I have this strong urge to kiss you right now" He said in a quiet voice. His eyes then flicked to my lips before moving back up to my eyes.

My eyes widen as I felt all the breath leave my lungs when he said that. I didn't expect that at all. As I continued to stand there wordlessly, I felt my heart beat increasing and my knees were starting to feel weak by his closeness.

What is happening to me? Why was he making me feel like this.

Come on Jisoo, say something.

I wet my lips. "Uh...no one is around and your mom can't see us. There is no need to do that" I said through the lump in my throat.

However, I wanted him to kiss me too. I wanted him too for a long time now.

"I know, but I just want to" he said as he brought his lips to mine. When his lips touched mine, I instantly melted from his touch and leaned into the kiss. It was so passionate, urgent and soft all at the same. He brought his hands around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I brought my right hand to rest on his chest as I kissed him back in rhythm.

A few seconds later, we broke the Kidd and Taehyung rest his forehead against mine. I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him who had his eyes closed. He then open them and start back at me. My heart was still beating fast and my mind was foggy.

Why did he do that?

That was the only question that was running through my confused mind right now. He removed his forehead from mine as I cleared my throat to keep myself calm. "Taehyung, what-" I began but we were cut off by Taehyung's mother shouting our names.

"Jisoo! Taehyung! Come on. The kebabs are ready. You don't want them to get cold, didn't you?"

I.tirned to the direction of where I heard her voice and then back to Taehyung. "Um...we should get back" I said shyly.

He nodded his head. "Yeah, let's go"

***

When Suho and I had dated, I thought we were a great couple. He was sweet, kind and played the role of a boyfriend perfectly. He made me feel special and I loved hanging out with him, but that was just it.

There was no spark or any feel emotional connection with him. We didn't have any heart stopping moments or strong chemistry. I was his girlfriend and he was my boyfriend but only in name, so it was like we were playing that role and just existing.

I met Suho in the computer lab at school. I was walking towards a computer station and he was going for the same one. None of us had seen the other. When we reached the station, we both put our hand on the chair at the same time. He then turn to face me and smiled, before saying that I could have that one. He then took the one beside me.

Fir the entire time we spent in the computer room, we talked and that's how we became friends. After that, we started hanging out together. A month later, he told me he likes me and he enjoys when we hang out. After that he asked me if we could be a couple. He sweet and really cool that time, so I agreed.

We fell apart because there wasn't any love or even any strong feelings between us. So I'm guessing that is why he took on the first opportunity when someone else offers sex to him. He didn't really care about me or my feelings.

I was deluded and thought I loved him because he was so great and treated me well, but really I didn't love him at all.

Meanwhile with Taehyung it was different.

This feeling that I have as it regards to him ass unidentifiable. I've never felt this way before. Not with Suho.

What I feel for Taehyung is new and unexplainable. Whenever I was around him or even thinking about him, my heart would skip a best and my stomach would have this weird feeling as if a thousand butterflies were inside trying to get out. He makes me laugh and smile without effort and I enjoy being around him.

However, all that didn't make any difference because Taehyung doesn't see me that way. He also isn't the type to give himself fully to one girl. He made that perfectly clear in his words and actions.

I was really confused. That is why I went over to Nayeon's house the following day. I really wanted to talk to her about what happened yesterday. I also wanted someone to talk to about how I was feeling.

I couldn't stop thinking about what happened yesterday. During the rest of the hike, neither Taehyung nor I said anything about the kiss. Well, we were around his mother anyway, so we couldn't really talk about it.

When we left the hiking trail and got home. I just said a quick goodbye to both him and his mother before went home. I really wanted to know what the kids meant, but I was afraid to ask. I was afraid of his response.

Maybe it meant nothing and Taehyung already forget about it, so it would have been super awkward if I brought it up. It's best if I just forget about it as well.

After telling Nayeon everything that had happened, I lay on her neck and look up at the ceiling. "I don't know but tid is getting really complicated. Complicated for me" I said. "I never expected anything like this to happen"

"You really like him, don't you?"
Nayeon, who was sitting with her back to the headboard asked in a serious tone of voice.

"Yes" I reply not bothering to deny it. I then lift my head from the bed a little to face her. "Nayeon, how did I let this happen?" I ask groaning.

"You didn't do anything wrong, Jisoo. You can't control your feelings" Nayeon said reassuring me.

"Yeah, but I went and get my feelings involved and now everything is complicated" I said lying on the bed with a heavy sigh. "It's obvious, Taehyung wouldn't be into a girl like me. Plus, he's in love with Tzuyu. It's only a matter of time before they get back together. He was in love with her once, it won't linger before their lice is rekindled"

Nayeon was quiet and just listen at me for a while before she asked. "So what are you going to do?"

I sat up in the bed and turned to face Nayeon fully this time. "I think it's time for our fake dating to come to an end" I said as the thought came to me. "We don't need to do this anymore, Nayeon. Suho haven't said a word to me since our last talk and Taehyung's mother won't bother him again about his sleeping around habits with girls, since Tzuyu was already back"

"Are you sure you want to do that?" Nayeon asked. I thought about it, then shake my head. "Yes, I am sure. The girl he once love is now back. I don't want to complicate things by being in their way"

It made sense though, Taehyung and I don't need each other anymore. There's nothing to keep us together. I met Nayeon's gaze as I finally made up my mind.

"That's final. This is the best thing to do for both of us"

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