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With healing herself, she repaired the broken pieces of her soul. She was just unsure if she could do it again, if it came to be.

All in all, she was scared. Terrified even.

Vittoria was terrified of the only thing she would ever fear.

Falling in love.

The Italian didn't know if she could go through that all again, to go through the heartbreak and having to build herself back up piece by piece.

But what she did know, is that it would take her a long time in order to not fear it.

To not fear love.

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Vittorias POV

September 22nd, 2022
(the next day)

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IT HAS OFFICIALLY BEEN 3 DAYS SINCE Vittoria had met Tom. 3 days. You would really think it had been a lot longer than that due to how she was still only thinking about him.

She had gotten over the general fear of falling in love with him, it was still there of course, it would be weird if it wasn't. No matter how much she has healed from losing so much of herself in the past and how much more put together now, will never mean that she wont fear it happening all over again.

That was one thing that the Italian singer hated. She hated that now that she was all 'healed', people almost expected her to not be afraid, they expected her to be completely fine after every inconvenience that ever showed up in her life just because she had done it before.

If there was anything she hated most, it would be that everyone just expects her to bounce back, as if it was the most easy thing to do in the world.Was she strong? Yes. But that didn't mean that she couldn't be hurt or fear something.

That is what people often forget about her, that she isn't bulletproof, she can't walk away from everything unharmed.

So there Vittoria sat, infront of her piano in her rented apartment with nothing but the sound of the wind coming from the open floor to ceiling windows that made her white cotton curtains sway slowly to the breeze. She sat sitting at her piano listening to everything and nothing at all.

Whether it was the wind, the soft bird songs that came and went, the shrill sounds of many different wind chimes leaving behind calming dings in its presence.

While being lost to the sounds of the world around her, she couldn't help but unconsciously dive into the thoughts that had burdened her being for several days.

How annoyed she was that people just expected for things to have zero effect on her whatsoever, that every situation she is in, good or bad she will come out of it perfectly unharmed.

Or how she was scared to be in love, not only because she knows that once she lets herself completely give into the person burdening her thoughts, she knows that she wouldn't be able to stop. She had always been like that, she couldn't love someone just a little bit. It was always not loving at all or loving with her whole being, there was no in between when it came to Vittoria.

That was what she was truly scared of, she was truly scared of being so hopelessly in love with Tom that it would send her crashing down as he would be the only one in her heart, whether he knew it or not. And that was the reality of her problems, she had no idea if he felt anything for her at all, I mean they had met once and he probably had already forgotten about her, right?