~Tears of Unreciprocated Love?

Chapter-4: No One Knows What Will Happen in the future

"Don't you trust me honami-chan"

"It's not like that I have always trust you but this time things are different".

Mako sighed in defeat "I respect your privacy Honami, but whenever you feel that you are ready to tell, then tell me, I will always stand with you."

"Thank you so much mako-chan" I gave her a warm smile

"Anyway I have come to take you out for shopping with me"

"Shopping, but for what?" Then I realized that our school trip was about to begin "Oh yes, you are right! I had completely forgotten about that, my bad"

she laughed at me "Let's go then"

"NOW!! I'm not even ready" I exclaimed in surprise

"It's okay Honami-chan take your time I'm waiting for you outside your room".

"Okay mako-chan it will take just a little time"

She smiled at me and went out of the room and waited for me

It's been a long time since I went out like this, so I used to go out just for school and spend the whole day alone inside my room. It's going to be fun since I love shopping and it will also distract me from my pain at least for some time, I don't want to see Ayanokoji even if I do, I'll try my best to ignore him Even though it will break my heart, I can at least try.

I wore warm clothes and also gloves so that no one could see my wounds. I looked at myself in the mirror but now I had stopped getting that validation

I questioned myself "What was missing in me that he didn't love me?"

"Am I that ugly?" I felt tears in my eyes but I refuse to let them fall

I took a long cloth and covered my mirror so that I wouldn't be sad anymore. I just have to be happy, if not for me then at least for Mako-chan who is doing so much to make me happy.

I came out and saw Mako scrolling through her phone she then noticed me

"Sorry if it took too long".

"No it's completely fine Honami-chan anyway girls take time to get ready you know so I don't mind, I would probably spend as much or more time than you if I were you".

"Okay then let's go".

We both went down the lift. It was very cold, I was wearing a jacket and gloves but still, I was feeling cold. After walking for a while we reached the mall and we first went to the girls' clothing section.

I was Looking at some jackets to buy I liked a light brown coat so I went to try it.

NO ONE POV:

Ayanokoji was coming to the mall with his girlfriend Kei when he saw his study group friends outside the mall

"Hey Kiyopon" Haruka waved her hands at them

"Would you like to join us?" she implied

Before Ayanokoji could say anything Kei said "No, he has to come shopping with me, so he can't go with you."

By now the entire school had come to know about their relationship. Although at first everyone was shocked that Kei made Ayanokoji her boyfriend after breaking up with Hirata.

"O-okay, we should get going now," Haruka said with a little hint of embarrassment on her face

"We should also get going Kiyotaka" Kei held his arm and took him inside the mall