? GENMUI ONESHOTS (3) ?

Starting off strong with some hardcore ANGST

Gawd I haven't wrote one shots in so long it feels so weird.

Well, here's some angst for you guys, so

‼️MAJOR TW!! SH (S3lf H4rm), su1c1de/attempted, and not eating well on purpose so I guess that's an ED? ‼️

Yeah very major, it's.. Yep

And just to clarify, I'm not romanticizing sh, it's just that I was trying to figure out how to write this and completely forgot the plot so I had to go with this

I'm not romanticizing it at all, I have experienced sh, I have scars, all that, I know what it's like and I'm not trying to glorify or romanticise it

Thank youuuuu

So, enjoy if you decide to read, but yeah it's for descriptions and implementation of sh

So please don't read this if it doesn't make you comfortable, I don't want anyone else on my case, I'm writing these simply for the plot, if you're scared of it, or don't like these topics, please don't read, what you decide to read is your own choice

I'm just really protective of you guys, and I don't want to risk you all being hurt, scared, or worried, okay? This goes to all one shots that'll have sensitive topics

Thank youu, love you guys
Genya POV

Muichiro was always a popular kid.. Always has been, and always will be. He has good looks, he's pretty, handsome.. He has gorgeous hair and his eyes are so beautiful… 

He has a perfect life, everyone knows that, he has a brother who protects him from anything, he's got a great home life, he's clean from anything, never smoked, vaped, drank, anything like that.. He's perfect.. 

I watched him as he made eye contact at me and smiled

“Genya!” He said and ran over to be with a smile, I smiled back at him with my arms out so he could come hug me, but instead, he jumped right into my arms and almost toppled me to the ground

“Ah- mui! You're going to kill me next time you do that..” I said as he smiled and frowned, “Come on, you're strong and handsome.. You can take my weight, I don't weigh that much” he said with a giggle

He was right, he's extremely skinny.. No wonder whenever I pick him up it's so easy- 

“I guess so, but you run at me with full speed, mui..” I told him and he just shrugged with a playful grin

God he's so pretty…

I…

Get over yourself genya, god you're a simp, he's the most crushed on dude in your year, no way he's interested in you, dumbass

“Anywayyy… I was wondering if you'd want to hang out at some point?” He asked me, I nodded immediately, “Of course… when?” “Oh, I didn't really think… Sorry, I'm pretty dumb” He replied with a giggle but I shook my head, “I really don't mind.. We have art together next period, would you want to talk about it then?” I asked and he nodded, before giggling and suddenly running off

I watched as he left and smiled… How is he so damn happy? I could never.. 

… … . … .. . … . . … … . . 

Muichiro and I were in art, we had been doing acrylic painting for the day, and muichiro had gotten half the paint in his hair, he refused to tie it up

“I- Muichiro.. You have paint all in your hair-” I said and tried pulling his hair back as he realised just how much was tangled in his hair