Would have been.
I almost missed Plume. The Vampire Plume. He was the only person who had ever known all of my secrets. Most were secrets I hadn't wanted to share, and some had been secrets I hadn't known I carried. And Plume had maybe been the last person, living or dead, I would have wanted to confide in.
It wasn't that I really even missed him yet. I was just worried I wouldn't have him back for some time, that I would miss him in the near future.
I sighed. And then looked around me. Spiritual flow moved in lazy smoky curls around me. Them I saw perfectly well, even if Stump for me was only a shadow I picked in my sixth sense. Rose was still up in the house and there probably was no one else within at least a full five hundred meters, where Rose had her nearest neighbor.
I made no conscious choice when I suddenly bent over on the road and took my rubber boots off. I planted two bare feet into the grass that grew between the two dirt channels that were kept bare by car wheels. If a part of me was to be vampiric, I was maybe entitled to choose also aspects I liked. Especially now that my favorite nephew was playing a bird.
I sensed Stump coming closer, when I drew in a deep inhale. Then, on exhale, I closed my hands.
I had been a vampire strongly affected by what the witches called the vampire madness. It was a deeply felt connection to the spirits that made the vampire act often quite bizarrely.
The spirits sensed I was concentrating on them, the flow of smoky tendrils of light swirled enthusiastically around me. Like playful, yet lazy, dolphins.
Then we danced.
There was a rhythm to how the spirits around me moved. And when I made a conscious effort to perceive it, moving to it was maybe the most natural thing I had done for months.
There was also the moon. And it too had a rhythm.
The wind had a rhythm in the spirit flow.
The stars had a rhythm.
When I had been a true vampire, I had been able to become a shadow, become part of the spiritual flow, just one more smoky tendril among the currents.
When I had thought I was a human, I hadn't really sensed them clearly enough to try and up until this moment a part of me had tried to simply ignore the whole lightshow.
Now, as I danced to the wind and the moon, sometimes slow, and sometimes fast, I didn't feel quite like a vampire. A vampire didn't have breath, didn't have a beating heart. That had been a dance of completely becoming part of the spirits.
But I danced to the moon, to the spirits and to my lungs. My feet hit the small stones. I caught on a nettle leaf, blood pumped to my ears, and I knew I was laughing. I had never known how to dance. And there was no pattern. It just was. Like the moon was, the wind was, and my beating heart was.
Before long, I also knew I wasn't alone.
A shadow joined my dancing. It wasn't mirroring my gestures, but it danced to the same tune. It knew the spirits. It knew the moon.
And before long I became hypnotized by the movement. I couldn't match it, it was faster and slower than I was.
And a thousand times more elegant, like it had been practicing a thousand years for just this choreography.
I stopped, and sat on the road, looking at the elf who danced in the moonlight. It was the androgynous, naked one I had met on my first night. But it was no more deeply green. They were silvery, like the moon. Their hair was long and floated, then turned, on its own but perfectly in sync with the spirits.
They came to a halt in a smooth ending to the dance. And with the elf seemed to halt a dozen of smokey tendrils, like an afterimage. Waves passing in the wake of a ship. As if the spirits had been slightly surprised by the stopping movement.
"You are odd," they announced once they came to a stop. It seemed absolutely impossible that the light breeze could lift their long silver hair like that. Yet it seemed absolutely natural.
When I stayed quiet, they continued:
"You can be with the spirits."
It wasn't a question, so I stayed quiet. This night they didn't seem threatening. And I was still far too embarrassed from getting caught in my nocturnal dance practice.
"But where are your roots? You've started growing some since last I saw you, but where are the old ones, the strong ones? There are only two. What did you do to the others?"
"My roots?" I asked.
"Your roots! Are you not lonely? You make me frightened. And sad. Are you sad?"
Mad. They were mad, like I had been mad as a vampire. This elf was like I had been and the dance had drawn us together. In some way that made sense to my mad vampiric brain. Even as I knew that all logic would dissipate if I tried analyzing that thought with my human brain. So I didn't, and only answered the question.
"Yes. I am sad. My nephew is a bird, but I would want him to be a man."
That was an answer straight from Timothy the vampire. It only made sense for this most bizarre conversation near Rose's moonlit garden.
"You love your vampire?"
Plume chose that moment to swoosh down and perch on my shoulder. The elf stared at the bird.
"Yes! And the vampire loves you! The connection is strong, old. It's good."
They turned to talk to me again.
"Don't be sad. He will be a vampire again. They live long and will remember who they were. Come. I will help you pass the time."
They extended a hand to me. It had long nails, not unlike Plume's talons.
"Help me pass the time?"
"It cannot be explained. I will show it to you."
I was just about to reach for the hand, when the headlight of a very noisy motorcycle suddenly burst through the woods.
Nettle very nearly rode over me.

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Deep Roots (Iris' Atlantis 2)
FantasyTimothy is done with the City and has escaped his past life to the countryside. But where there are no vampires, there are elves. While the Forest magic is foreign to him, so is he himself. Not a vampire, not a mortal man and maybe not welcome eithe...
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