Just this once? - Sunsun

Sunoo's POV:

I'm so tired. I can't feel my legs for walking too much the whole day. Today was soo tiring for me. But it was also good. I'm happy for Jungwon. He finally gets to marry the person he loves. I hope they really love each other for a lifetime and be happy with each other.

Though everything happened today was good. But I was feeling really sad.

Because today I saw him today.

I saw Park Sunghoon.

I can't hold my tears because it's been so long. Its's been 2 years since I saw him last. I was so shocked to see him that up close after 2 years. He didn't change at all tho. Still the same Park Sunghoon I have met 3 years ago in the university.

Still handsome, intimidating. The same Sunghoon once I loved and also loves now. I can't believe how I managed to survive without seeing him for those 2 years. It was really hard for me to survive without seeing him but I survived somehow. Maybe God also wanted that.

But now he's back. No. He in not actually back. Actually he was always there. It was just me who was
avoiding him for the whole 2 years.

But now .... Today, he saw me. I saw he also tried to talk with me but I was avoiding him like I did for the past 2 years. I don't want to get hurt like I was hurt back then. That's why I'm avoiding him while being in so much pain. I don't think he will try to talk with me because today he saw how I avoided him.

But What if he tries to talk with me again? If yes... Then what am I going to do? I know that it won't end well this time too. I don't want to suffer again. I really don't want to suffer. I really don't want the repeat of what happened 2 years ago again.

Flashback:

That day when Sunghoon said he started dating Wonyoung, the most hurt was Sunoo. He didn't think Sunghoon will betray him like that. Not after spending a night together.

He thought that, Sunghoon slept with him, means he has a little feelings too.
He thought that Sunghoon really meant something but everything went wrong the next day, breaking Sunoo's heart.

Sunoo never thought Sunghoon will announce that he's dating Wonyoung just after that night they slept together. Sunoo was so hurt. So so hurt. Because Sunghoon was his first love and first heartbreak.

He always knew first love hurt the most. But he didn't expect it to hurt like that. The pain was unbearable. Without being able to hold his emotions, he slapped Sunghoon that day.

Though he slapped Sunghoon, it didn't decrease his pain. His pain increased after slapping Sunghoon because that was the last him he saw Sunghoon.

Yeah, after that day, Sunoo avoided Sunghoon all the time. At first Sunghoon tried to talk or chase Sunoo, but as time goes by Sunghoon's chasing also stopped. And that's when Sunoo understood he doesn't hold any space in Sunghoon's heart. Not a single percentage.

Sunoo tried his best to move on from Sunghoon. But studying in the same university was making it harder for Sunoo. Because though Sunghoon didn't see Sunoo, Sunoo always admired Sunghoon from afar. Even after that incident.

But oneday, an offer for changing university came to Sunoo. Seoul International University wanted to have Sunoo because of his grade and also his talent. Sunoo was so shocked after knowing it. He thought that why a well-known university will offer him to change university? Because Seoul International university was one of the best of the country. It was also Sunoo's dream university. He participated in the entrance exam of Seoul International University but didn't get in. So when he again participated in Yeonsei's entrance exam, he passed the exam in one chance and that's why he was studying in Yeonsei.