To Learn To Love [COMPLETE]

Part Twenty-One

Without an explanation to the boys, I left. I took Jin's keys and left in his truck.

My heart was a heavy burden and it ached too much for me to bear alone, I needed her, I needed Alli.

As I got the truck on the road I pulled out my phone and took glances at her contact icon debating whether or not I should call her. Without thinking I dialled her number and held my phone to my ear.

'Alli, please pick up.' I whispered as I bit my lip and kept my eyes on the road.

Her voicemail played, my heart stopped and my body froze.

Is that me? In her voicemail?

I cancelled the call and texted her instead. She was probably ignoring me as soon as she saw my name appear on her phone. But I just couldn't get over her voicemail, it was me, us, together, happy.

Alli, can you please meet me outside? We need to talk.

Who is this? Is this you Tae?

Yeah.

My head was a blur as I drove. She never just called me Tae but I ignored that and threw my phone on the passengers seat and made my way to her house, I didn't know the address and couldn't remember exactly where her house was but my body did so I let it take me there.

- Alli's POV -

I don't understand why Taesung is suddenly texting me from a new number, he didn't tell me he had a new phone or number but I couldn't be bothered asking.

I jumped off my bed and forced my best smile, hoping to trick myself into being happy. I took off my pyjamas that I had put back on after showering, I wasn't planning on going anywhere today. I slipped on a plain shirt and lazily yanked on a pair of skinny jeans and a coat. My legs carried me to the front door, I stared down at the pair of vans Taehyung had got me. He had told me that if I wear them they'll always bring me back to him, he jokingly said that because his stage name is V and the brand name starts with a V, he also said that when I wear them it'll be like he' carrying me, leading me to better places. I smiled at the memory and slipped them on before stepping outside.

Jin? Why is Jin here?

I questionably looked at Jin's truck at the end of my driveway and walked towards the drivers seat, Taehyung then opened the drivers door and stepped out, I froze where I stood and didn't go any closer.

Oh how I wanted to run and hug him like I used to, but he was a stranger now.

He grinned nervously and closed the drivers door.

I felt my body begin to shake and my throat began to sting. Then I realised it was him that texted me, Taehyung, Taesung, all the same. Me being stupid and angry I deleted his number hoping we wouldn't talk again.

'I thought it was Taesung that texted me.' I said as my voice shook, it's all I could manage to say, I didn't know what to do or say.

Taehyung sighed and back, running his hands through his hair, 'I'm sorry to disappoint you.'

You didn't disappoint me, I love you Taehyung.

'What are you doing here?' Was what I said instead.

You sound so mean, why are you being mean? You love him!

'Alli,' he began as he stepped closer, 'I don't know how I can keep doing this, especially when you're all that I think about and all that I dream about, I don't even know how I'm breathing without you.'